my confessions

2009-05-21T09:22:00.002+08:00

Bila aku dah tak keruan

Aku perasan sekarang ni aku selalu lupe mane aku park keta aku....mostly dekat my office lah...kalo aku pegi mv ke or other shopping malls dah sah aku hafal tempat aku parking tu...let say C24

Tapi problem nye aku asik lupe bila aku parking kat office...nak kata parking space tu besar sgt tak jugak tapi mmg aku boleh jadi blank lah sometimes till i have no idea where i parked my car in the morning

Nak jadikan cerita kat company aku ni ade lah 3-4 org yg bwk black savvy mcm aku....jadi whenever i saw black savvy aku terus je pegi kat keta tu as if that's mine

Ada one incident ni, bila aku dah sampai kat keta savvy tu aku nmpk tissue atas bonet keta...aku pun menyumpah lah "suke2 hati je campak tissue atas keta aku"....skali bile angkat tissue nmpk ade taik burung kering...so dlm hati aku ohh ade plak sesape yg baik hati nak tutupkan taik burung atas keta aku...aku pon siap bersihkan lah.....

Sambil bersihkan tu sempat gak mata aku tgk kat dlm keta..."bila pulak aku punye tissue cover bunge2...siap ade cushion bunga2 plak tu"...tapi tak sedar gak...tgn still tgh bersihkan taik burung tu ngan tissue....

Later on baru teringat "arrrggghhhhhhh ni bukan keta aku lah bodoooo" hahahaha....then sempat pandang sekeliling takut org nampak....pretend nothing happen and terus lah aku carik keta aku sendri....tak pasal2 hari tu aku dah wat kerja welfare bersihkan kreta org lain :p

But the other day.....aku pon press lah kunci keta...skali at the same time " Ida, tu bukan kreta awak lahh " hahaha i laughed like hell...at last ade jugak org caught me in action...aku yg blur "alahhhhhhh salah lagik" sambil senyum kerang busuk jelah....n then boleh tanye plak...."mane kreta saye ye"....."awak park kat belah sane lah tadik"....hehehe sib baik org lain nmpk not the owner of the car

Nampaknya aku kene cat keta kuning lah lepas ni baru senang nak spot :p

2009-05-05T13:02:00.003+08:00

Borak kosong

Dah lame aku tak update blog ni asik syok bace blog orang lain je ...

Kesian blog aku ni sampai bersawang

Actually ada byk benda yg aku nak update coz ada byk happenings in Apr and May

Tapi gambar pulak takde...takpe lah aku update kat umah nanti

Skarang tgh lunch....aku tgh syok melepak sensorg depan pc ... sambil makan buah fav aku....sengkuang pizza....walopon doc dah nasihat aku jgn mkn buah keras2 due to my jaw prob....tapi kdg2 aku skip gak....hehe

Aku sekarang rajin bawak bekal pegi opis....today aku bawak egg sandwich...adik aku lah yg untung coz bile aku bawak bekal die pon dapat sekali....aku siap letak salad, tomato bagai...

Sampaikan kawan skola iya tego....sandwich kakak ko buat ni nmpk best lah...rajin nye akak ko....aku taktau lah mmg kawan iya ade puji betul2 or die saje make up stories coz nak aku tetiap ari buatkan sandwich utk die hehehe

Tgh pk ni nak bawak sandwich ape plak esok

2009-03-03T14:51:00.002+08:00

Pok Pek Pok Pek

Dah lama rupanya aku tak update blog....seperti biasalah tgh mood kemalasan melanda

Tapi sebab aku dah siap keje aku blog lah kejap dari opis....aku kdg2 bosan kat opis ni...bila keja aku dah siap n dah puas browse website ape2 aku dah taktau nak buat ape...so aku pon borak2 lah ngan budak prac yg dok sebelah aku ni...

To tell u the truth aku kan kekurangan rakan2 sebaya kat opis ni...mmg lah ade akak2 tapi diorg dah masuk alam lain....jadi ape lagik ngan trainee aku pon jadi lah....mcm borak ngan adik aku je...tu sebab ari ni aku pok pek je kat sebelah...dah lah cubicle aku rendah...tetibe rase mcm ahli mesyuarat tingkap plak hehe

My leg is getting better now....at last i followed zul's advice to see the doctor....aku bukan ape...mls lah nak pegi jumpe doc ni...bila dah betul2 sakit and asik kene leter baru lah pegi...aku sakit kaki ni due to my incident at A&W one year ago...aku pegi interview kat Maybank si sarah keja tulah

The interview was scheduled at 2.30...zul accompanied me...tetibe rase lapar jd kitorg pon nak lah pegi mkn kat A&W coz dekat je ngan Maybank....im not quite sure what was i thinking before opening the door....but i remember catching a glance of my reflection through the front door....and suddenly within secs....aku dah jatuh bedebuk kat lantai A&W....aku tak ingat ape2....my view kabur....yang aku nampak zul pusing pandang aku pastu lari kat aku...die dah pegang kan pintu tu untuk aku but somehow pintu tu mmg berat

My whole body and my left leg dah lepas.....but then pintu tu tertutup cepat and hit my right leg between the ankle....tu yg buat aku terjatuh...and aku tak boleh bangun coz sakit giler and door still tersekat...kasut pon dah terbukak...luckily takde sesape yg gelak...i guess diorg kesian sgt kot dkt aku sebab jatuh teruk camtu....the moment aku jatuh aku tau mesti aku tak dpt keje tu.....terpaksa lah buat muka tebal kat counter A&W...ikutkan aku nak blah je....malu gile nya pasal....nak gi interview pon dah takde mood.....anyway the interview went well tapi keja tu cam tak berapa sesuai ngan aku...tu sebab lah aku pon tak dapat

After that aku tak penah check my leg...eventhough sometimes sakit tu ade terasa....until lah dah one year....kaki aku mule sakit coz mase pegi bandung that day org tu urut kuat gile....jadi kaki aku dah sakit balik....that's why i said to myself i have to go and and see the doc now no matter what

I went to KJMC...doc pon baik je....aku ckp sakit ankle...die pegi selak kain aku sampai knee high....aku kate ankle lah doc..."oh i thought ur knee"...sib baik tak atas lagik....kalo tak dah boleh report hehe...rupenyer salah dengar td bila aku ckp sakit kat mane

Doc said muscle aku dah koyak and coz takde proper treatment jadi my right leg between ankle tu dah loose....thats why aku slalu sakit....die kate this is a common thing among footballers...eh aku tak main bola ok...it's just that the door hit hard on my ankle.....so he said i have to live with it....makan ubat slalu...and jage2 bila nak jalan...kalo jalan tak rata je sure susah...and nowadays aku bila jalan asik tripped je....maybe becoz of that....or if not i can go for a small operation...to clean the wound inside......and to put a small metal in between my ankle to tighten up my leg joints....that's what he said....

Aku dgr operation walopon a minor one aku dah takut....and aku mls nak go thru the healing process...but the best part i will have MC for almost 2 months....cam beranak je plak heheh...tapi kene pakai tongkat dulu....tu sume buat aku takut....so doc said it is not something that u r forced to do....no harm kalo tak buat....but make sure jage kaki tu...and still kalo nak active in sports kene pakai lah bandage tebal2 sket so impact kat kaki tak kuat....tapi kalo nak main netball dah sah lah akan menambah kan beban je coz netball kan kita landing on one foot

Doc kate no rushing.....so die bagi medicine for one month and die nak tgk my progress...im feeling much better now...but still kalo berdiri aku akan put more weight on my left side...taknak strain the other....next week im going to see the doc again....hopefully sume ok

Now im worried mith my jaw....it is getting tighter everyday and difficult for me to chew my food....tak silap jaw aku plak maybe ade kene ngena mase aku jatuh main getah darjah 2 dulu...impact die kuat sampai my jaw slightly dislocated

What's wrong with me....asik jatuh+high impact+resulted in bones problem in the future...hehe

Anyway, hope everythings gonna be fine...i have to rest a lot...and for now no more high heels for walking :(

2009-01-14T15:10:00.002+08:00

Hari yang tidak produktif

The title says it all....aku perasan sejak aku kerja balik after long holiday end of dec, aku cepat mengantuk and cepat letih...tetiap hari sekarang 10.30 mesti dah ngantuk nak tido...which is good coz dulu2 aku hanya akan tido pukul 1 pagi....bgn awal pon no hal....but now tido awal pon bila bgn tahap kengantukan tu dah menggiler...adakah disebabkan terlalu lama on holiday..aku tak sure heheh

Anyway, Alhamdulillah parents and nenek aku telah selamat sampai ke msia on sunday 4th of jan....semua sihat cuma ada batuk2 sikit.....the flight was delayed....they took Saudi Air and supposed to be a direct flight from Madinah to KUL....but then the captain announced there was a technical problem and they had to land at the nearest airport which is Jeddah...and the fact that they had to discharge the fuel on air before landing due to the heavy weight made me worried even more....the only thing that I could picture was a scene from Die hard movie...during a fight between bruce willis and the terrorist on a moving airplane....hero bukak fuel cap and then lit the fire and letupkan the airplane....i know it was nothing like the movie....tapi darah aku berderau je bila my mum sms me from Jeddah

At 2.00 am, a representative from Tabung Hj called and informed me about the delay....bagus lah diorg ni...efficient heheh....the flight was delayed nearly 5 hours and they managed to arrive KUL at 9.30am....due to heavy traffic at the arrival hall, semua nak jemput jemaah haji, aku tak dapat jumpe semua...aku jumpe abah dulu....and abah naik kereta ngan aku....the other 2 cars were my sis and Ferris....so 3 kereta lah pegi jemput kat KLIA....

Abah byk lah bercerita kat aku dlm keta....Abah nampak lain....rambut semua dah memutih and pakai whole suit pon semua putih....mentang2 dah Haji kan....skali tgk imam masjid mane plak heheh....so ape lagi, sampai depan rumah je....berlaku lah adegan cerekarama...aku peluk mama and nenek....lama plak tu...nangis2....coz aku sorang je yang tak dapat jumpe semua tadi kat airport....petang tu kitorang buat doa selamat...ingatkan nak buat ngan jiran2 depan je.....but Alhamdulillah orang masjid pon datang for a total of 25 ppl....kitorg kat blakang sebok prepare food untuk org yang dtg....tak sangka ramai pulak yang dtg...lagi berkat...Alhamdulillah

I would like to say thanks to everybody yang mendoakan kesejahteraan both my parents and nenek selama mereka pergi menunaikan Haji....may Allah bless all of you.... and Im thankful that everything went smoothly...Im so happy

Suddenly the next day, while I was working, my phone rang....and I saw my mum's name on it...I smile to myself....that is something I miss for 42 days...coz my mum loves to call me...tak sah kalo tak call sekali sehari mase aku keja....mesti je ade cerita and gossip....padahal kejap lagi bila aku balik, my mum akan cerita lagi but extended version pulak....

Now i know where I inherit the talent...It was from my mum....I said to myself....here it goes again hehehe

2008-12-11T18:05:00.003+08:00

Melepak

Dengan official nya hari ni aku cuti coz Sultan aku nye besday....jd aku aku apply cuti jumaat aku dapat lah 4 days straight....weehooo....tapi ape nak buat...takkan nak dok melepak je kat umah...lama2 bosan aku...takpe lah aku heret lah si iya ke mane2 nanti

Today aku tak keluar....aku jd driver bebudak ni hantar diorg pegi music class...adik aku ambik guitar class...ckp ngan ayah aku terus ayah aku belikan gitar....senang nya bebudak skarang...dulu aku dapat guitar mainan je tau...bila adik aku bawak gitar tu aku tgk gitar tu mcm lagik besar pada dia and reminds me of cerita desperado plak....jgn tanya nape kuikuikui
aku harap lah si iya ni betul2 blaja gitar...jgn memain je..kalo tak rugi je hanta gi kelas and rugi je beli gitar tu...

Aku baru je dpt sms dr mak aku....and Alhamdulillah diorg sume sihat...tinggal nak buat tawaf and sai' je and then complete lah haji....aku risau je part melontar tu...yelah teringat dulu kan kes rempuh masa melontar....aku harap2 mereka dijauhkan benda2 tu

Pagi raya mak aku call...borak lame ngan semua org....taknak nangis pon nangis gak...coz aku ckp nilah raya pertama yang parents and nenek aku takda....pagi raya tu aku adalah masak sket2 kat dapur...sorang2 je...kalo tak pagi raya aku lah ngan mak aku yang sebok memasak kat dapur tu...bila dengar takbir pagi raya tu lagik lah sedih....tapi camne pon aku bersyukur coz dapat jugak kitorg gather ramai2 dekat rumah mak busu aku

Na doa abah, mama and nenek dilindungi selalu...and semoga mendapat haji mabrur...amin

2008-12-05T23:31:00.003+08:00

A Dream

I've watched Twilight the other day...and I enjoyed the movie :) the fact that it was different from other type of vampire movies i've seen so far such as the underworld and van helsing that are more into kiling

I was told that it was a book adaptation...a top selling in US...of course those who have been reading the book have their own judgement for the movie....but for me it was another story that managed to entertain me during my weekend

I love the storyline....the so called human & vampire love story....it was simple...

and the baseball scene was cool....wish it could be longer

I couldnt believe that Cedric could play the part and he was totally different...he was charming

Iya even downloaded the book...but I could not promise myself to read it...you know how am I when it comes to reading :p

Will wait for the next sequel

Call me jiwang...or even laugh at me...but after watching the movie...that night i dreamed about Edward Cullen...or to be precise...the vampire :)

Bite me...hehehe

2008-12-05T12:31:00.008+08:00

Lambaian ke Mekah

Ahad ni masuk lah 2 minggu abah, mama and nenek aku pergi untuk mengerjakan haji...

Kitorang bertolak menghantar jemaah pada 23 nov at 11pm....aku drive satu kereta and uncle aku drive satu kereta

Abah and mama duduk belakang...akak aku kat sebelah...and aku yg drive mlm tu....nenek aku naik kereta lagi satu

Ntah kenapa aku rasa nervous sgt...sampaikan aku bawak kereta pon tak betul...bukan tak betul as in nak langgar ke apa...tapi mcm aku ni tak biasa drive....sampai akak aku kate nina ko okay ke? orang lain yang nak pegi haji ko plak nervous semacam

Maybe betul aku mmg nervous...taktau lah kenapa...maybe sebab kali ni aku membawa jemaah haji yang juga parents aku....dengan cuaca mlm tu yang sejuk dan hujan renyai2 tak henti

Aku agak lucky coz mlm tu dapat parking betul2 dkt entrance tabung haji...tak payah lah susah2 nak byr parking and jalan jauh2....ramai jemaah haji mlm tu...semua tempat duduk pon dah occupied....until i saw an empty canopy....ntah kenapa takda org nak duduk situ...so kitorg pon duduk lah menunggu kat canopy tu...another family then came to join us

Sempat lah kitorg berborak sekejap sambil mkn burger ramly yg uncle aku beli kat cafe and pekena teh o panas yang mmg best time ujan ni....

Sampailah bila dgr announcement pada pukul 230 pagi, jemaah haji diminta masuk...tetiba sayu je rase...aku peluk nenek...peluk mama....peluk abah...aku mintak ampon...tak terkata mcm mana sedih nya perasaan aku masa tu....berkumandang pulak Labbaiqallah hummalabbaiq di PA system membuat kan aku lagi rasa syahdu

Kitorang berdiri dkt tepi rail untuk melambai jemaah haji sebelum semua masuk ke dlm building...masa tu semua orang pegang camera and videocam nk tangkap gambar...kdg2 rasa mcm tgh tgk artis dkt red carpet je....tapi ni bukan pergi untuk menang award...ni pergi untuk beribadat kepadaNya

Bila family aku semua dah masuk...kitorang pon drive balik bertiga...akak aku drive...aku sebelah...and iya dkt belakang..and aku dpt sms dr mama

"Mama sedih tapi happy semua anak mama hantar mama mlm ni....im gonna miss u all so much...doakan mama ye...mama pegi kerana Allah"

Sebak aku baca msg mama.....tapi aku gembira family aku dapat pegi haji tahun ni...how nice if my mak busu could come along

Ahad ni mama akan berwukuf di Arafah....mama tanya aku ada hajat ke yang nak disampaikan...aku kate mmg ada...tapi yang penting asalkan mama yang doakan untuk kitorang insyaAllah sume akan termakbul

Aku and iya je tinggal berdua...makin lama makin sunyi rasa umah...aku doakan abah, mama and nenek aku dipermudahkan segala urusan haji, diberi kesihatan, dilindungi sepanjang masa, diberi haji mabrur dan semua yang baik2....

We will pray for you and insyaAllah we will meet again...for now, we already missing you... a lot

2008-11-20T13:23:00.005+08:00

Lama punya cerita

Aku teringat satu kes masa aku pegi The Curve dulu...

Aku ni biasalah kan fav aku mesti nak ke ladies...selepas aku 'membuang' ape2 yang patut aku pon touch up lah sket muka aku kat cermin

Tetibe dtg lah satu mak budak ni...die carry budak dlm umur setahun...ntah kenapa aku dpt rase yang mak budak ni nak masuk toilet tp takkan lah die nak angkut baby tu skali....mula2 maknya survey je dulu...aku buat2 lah taktau....tapi gamaknya lepas die observe yang dlm toilet tu possibility boleh trust aku higher than the rest die pon tetiba dtg kat aku

"Akak, akak lame lagi ke...boleh tak tolong tgk kan anak saye kejap...saye nak masuk toilet kejap je"...obviously dari rupa mak budak ni mmglah younger than me....mak muda lah ni...i know i know umur2 mcm aku ni patut nya dah kawin ade anak satu...tp apa kan daya hehe...so aku pon kate lah boleh

Anak die boy...comel je dok pandang2 dekat aku...mmg senang nak carry...x nangis langsung...maklumlah ada setengah budak ni pantang org lain pegang sure meraung nya....aku yang mase tu baru je dapat niece mmg lah still fail nak pegang2 budak ni....kiranya belum biasa lah lagik...mr zul suka gelak kan aku kalo aku ckp aku kekok...tau lah dia dr kecik dah bergelumang ngan budak2 coz mak dia ambik upah jaga anak jiran...penah dulu aku agah budak and budak tu nangis die punyalah gelakkan aku...die kate aku x pandai nak agah...pastu muka aku garang...saba jelah

Lepas mak budak tu dah keluar dia pon kate lah " tima kasih ye kak tolong tgk anak saye ni "...
Skali aku terpikir...what if aku ni sebenarnye org jahat ke ape ke...dia boleh selamba je kasi aku pegang anak dia....i mean yelah kan nowadays dengan mcm2 cerita yg kita dgr i dont think so aku nak kasi stranger pegang anak aku...walopon kejap...coz in a split seconds pon anything can happen

Teringat aku satu berita aku baca dulu, dia ni baru je abis pantang so dok umah lah jaga baby...dtg lah kawan anak sedara dia melawat...die mmg dh slalu dtg rumah jd of course lah kita percaya...yg mak ni suruh lah budak tu tgk kan baby die kejap coz die nak buang sampah...dlm mase sekejap tu jugak lah budak tu boleh bawak lari baby tu and nak jual...sib baik polis dpt tangkap and masa tu die tgh in the midst of selling off the baby...so senang cerita beware lah....we cannot be too sure of something...kalo dah feel doubt baik lah tak payah teruskan niat kita tu

Bila aku keluar toilet aku citer lah what happened just now to mr zul....die boleh gelakkan aku pastu kata mesti lawak kan....hish sabar jelah mamat ni :p

2008-11-20T13:23:00.003+08:00

First Time

I was asked to conduct an interview to fill a vacancy in my department, which is the Analyst Programmer. Due to the fact that my boss had other important jobs to be taken care of. Anyway the programmer will be assigned under me, that is why my boss asked me to do the interview so that i can choose the right candidate for the post.

So last Monday, me and a colleague of mine together with a rep from HR conducted the interview. This rep i shall name her Kak X, I love to see Kak X. She is always smart in her office attire and her bob cut hair. She even speaks fluent english with accent. She did contribute her voice for our Train announcement. Known that the original voice used for our train was done by Yasmin Yusuf. That was way back in 1998, I was just in Form 4. So if there's any changes, we could not afford to hire her again, we would just use our own hidden talent and Kak X is one of them. Anyway, she is a nice person. This is the first time i got to work with her and she made the interview went easily.

We had 4 candidates, two internal and two external. First I was nervous, but then I thought I am the one interviewing than why should I be...it should be the candidates instead. Well coz that was the 1st time me being the panel. Kak X did most of the talking....me and my colleague asked more to the technical parts.

Happened to be, our 2 internal candidates have dip/degree in computer science. But they didnt get to apply their knowledge and have not been using them like 4-6 years.

The 1st external candidate graduated in Information Management majoring in Record Management which I thought not really suitable for this post.

We were searching for a computer science/IT graduate that are well versed with programming languages. We need someone that is good in programming and database to develop our new eventlog from the existing one and to develop a system for our Revenue side. Meaning that, we could not afford to hire someone that has forgotten or no longer practise their skills. We need to start the project immediately and a person that is still fresh with the knowledge would be best fit for this post.

Then came the 2nd external candidate, graduated from UiTM in computational mathematics, Comp Sc. Anyway, that was the 1st time I heard about the course. She lives in JB, just graduated, have good programming skills and did a Revenue System for her Final Year Project. Then I realised, she's the right person to fill the spot. The best part is she is younger than me...that makes it easy for me to guide, to give orders or even bully...oooppss heheh :p

The interview went well and believe it or not I did quite good I must say. Despite me being shy, hate public speaking and pickup calls I managed to get through. I got to see the point of view of an interviewer. I know what they want and what they aspect from the candidates. Now that I know I hope it will be a guidance for me when I attend my own interview in the future....hehehe dont know when tho

I shall get my new cubicle mate in December....and will continue gossiping like before :)

2008-11-09T12:55:00.022+08:00

2nd Update

Dah lah penat dr jamuan raya kat opis jumaat tu...the next day ari sabtu family aku buat Kenduri Cukur Jambul and Kenduri family aku nak pegi haji....so balik2 je mlm tu mmg tak rest...sume tolong kemas rumah...buat souvenirs for the guests...

from left (clockwise) : sara, nenek, mama, makcik teh, iya, mak busu

Pukul 12.30, org surau dtg and kitorang mule kan bacaan Yasin, tahlil and all....pukul 2.00 baru geng marhaban datang for cukur jambul Adelia...Adelia comel sgt pakai gaun putih and hairband die...Yusuf merangkap photographer aku plak videographer...tapi aku x dpt cari charger videocam aku so last2 gune jelah function video kat camera aku...aku lupe mane aku letak...Alhamdulillah all went well....Adelia pon tak nangis throughout the cukur jambul ceremony...kitorang sume hepi...and TQ to all yang datang...we really appreciate it

mama yg pegang Adelia sepanjang cukur jambul ceremony

diam je rambut dia kene potong

the proud parents

mr zul dtg menjengah

Malam tu plak at 10.30pm we all headed straight to KLIA to send Yusuf...Yusuf balik mlm tu jugak and sib baik die balik after the kenduri at least dpt lah merasa majlis tu kan....suma letih...aku pon tak drive...naik kereta kia carnival pak anjang aku yg aku tak penah dpt naik sampai skarang....naik2 je suma tertido penat punya pasal....

Rase sekejap je...dulu last entry aku pasal hantar Yusuf pergi belajar...rupanya dah 3 tahun dah and Yusuf pon dah grad...so now dia balik sana nk keja...everytime hantar Yusuf kitorg mesti bubye die dkt hujung lepas die naik train...without fail...siap ckp Yusuf nanti awak naik train jgn lupa ambik port kat tepi tingkap tau nk bubye....everytime pon mcm tu....ni jelah gamba yg dapat aku capture...tu pon blur sebab thru screen...to Yusuf good luck and jgn lupa kim salam kat org Taiping k hehe...see you next year

2008-11-09T12:44:00.008+08:00

Di kala kerajinan

Dah lama rupanya aku x update blog ni...yelah aku dah lah mmg terkenal dgn kelembaban nak update apa2....ni sib baik tgh rajin sket so itu yang nak update ni....

Raya pon dah abis....aku x tau dah brapa byk aku mkn during the month of raya je...suma nya aku tibai...so now kene lah start slow down balik kan...then end week of raya mmg bz giler...tahun ni company aku x buat pulak Jamuan Raya....sabar jelah...so initiative sendiri kitorang yg 2nd floor ni pon buat lah Jamuan Raya....mmg meriah dr previous years...mane tak...aku pon merangkap committee jugak....

Menu punya lah byk...ade briyani kambing, nasi lauk pauk, spaghetti bolognese, baked maccaroni, lemang ketupat rendang, soto ayam, rojak, kek, and mcm2 desserts ade...not forgetting satayyy....org lain perghak lah tgk satay...aku name pon budak kjg dah slalu mkn kan...so mkn 2 cucuk je

Baked maccaroni aku sendri yang buat...3 bekas and sumenye lesap...hepi giler aku..yelah ni 1st time buat baked maccaroni....slalu nye wat biase2 je heheh...and paling best aku dpt Best Dress for female...bukan ape...sume org pon cantik2...tapi sejak aku keje kat sini selama 3 tahun aku tak penah pakai kebaya...aku pakai baju kurung je...jd akak2 ni terkezut kejap lah tu yg terus aku dapat award tu...hehe TQ2....so here are the pics yg sempat aku capture...aku merangkap photographer tak official...jadi sabar jelah akak2 tu nak tunggu aku bg gamba ni k heheh

untung ade member canopy...pinjam je buat scallop...kitorg psg sendri tau

blueberry cheese tart kak pah yg appetizing

sib baik tgkp gamba ngan ko mi...rupanya hang nak resign dah

2008-10-22T14:35:00.011+08:00

The happenings

a quick promo

a friend asked me to post this....anybody who interested with this Carlo Rino handbag....only wore once...do drop me a message...thank you

the mystery chocolate

i found this near my calendar this morning.....we asked around but no one claimed to be the sender....only be given to the female staff...ermm weird....it will expire on 26 oct 2008....erm feeling more weird....mystery has not been solved

jalan-jalan

my sister asked for my help to exchange her baby clothes that she had bought recently...went with mr. zul right after work....no window shopping....the plan was to exchange the clothes...dinner...and went straight home.....

i felt like eating at madam kwan that night....it was a short dinner...i had nasi bojari and mr. zul had curry laksa....this was the 2nd time...my 1st treat was in 2005 with the girls right after my graduation....

i had sago gula melaka for dessert...suddenly i miss my neighbour, makcik teh's sago gula melaka....nyam nyam

comel nya

I captured her picture during her visit to kajang....she was here to visit her dear mummy....i couldnt forget the look on my sister's face...deep down i know she felt sorry for her little girl...for she couldnt give her the attention that a new born baby should have....for she had to undergo another serie of operation....

my sister is strong...but when something unusual happened to her these few days...she just couldnt handle it anymore....

I remembered the day when me and iya spent the night in the hospital....she said she couldnt imagine she had to go through all this....and neither could us...i feel sad but i have to keep it to myself....i know this is Allah's will....it is a test of patience to us all....

may Allah bless you with good health and safety for you and the baby....Amin

2008-10-13T11:38:00.002+08:00

A year older

Thank you to my parents for the $

Thank you to my sis for the make up voucher

Thank you to my girls sarah, iju and aznim for the birthday treat and all the laughter

Thank you to all for your birthday wishes

Thank you to dear for your time spent with me during my birthday

...anyway i'm still waiting for my present :p

to my elder sister : Happy Birthday...may Allah bless u with good health and happiness...welcome back to work

to my younger sister: Good Luck in ur PMR...i know u will do well

cheers :)

2008-10-04T18:48:00.002+08:00

Rayer...rayer...rayer

Aku sgt bz menjelang nya raya sampai kan xda masa nk menjenguk ke blog ni

Tapi aku sempat jugak buat cornflakes choc chip cookies and biskut mazola...kalo x buat at least satu mcm kuih mesti x feel macam nak raya

n Alhamdulillah rezeki saye bertambah raya ni

Anyway...harap nya x telambat lah aku nak wish to all my fellow friends out there

SELAMAT HARI RAYER & MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

mase open house nanti kite jumpe lah k...yelah some of us pon dpt jumpe setahun sekali je kan mase raya...kpd yg balik kampung tu...i wish u a safe journey...and to all...hope u have a wonderful raye...salamzzzz

2008-09-25T10:45:00.002+08:00

Kejadian kedua

Aku slalu bear in mind....everytime bile nak deposit money dlm maybank cash deposit...tunggu sampai kad keluar...coz aku perasan yg maybank punye...akan keluar resit dulu...baru keluar kad

but i failed to remember last sunday...nak cepat punya pasal aku pon masuk duit, dh ambik resit aku blah terus...biler pg tesco...bukak purse...apsal satu compartment card aku ni kosong...arghhhhhhh tetinggal kad lagik lah ni...this is the 2nd time u know...okay2 tepon maybank call centre kejap

miss priya : hello, selamat tgh hari...ini priya bercakap...boleh saya bantu?

cik ida : hello...selamat tgh hari...saye nak lapor yg kad atm saya hilang lah ( nada geram, kusut, panik sume ade )

miss priya : ok boleh saye tau siapa di talian

cik ida : ida shareena

miss priya : okay cik ida, boleh bacakan saya no. akaun cik ida

cik ida : ( alahh nk no. akaun pulak ) boleh tunggu kejap x saye nak retrieve dr hp saye ni, okay no. die ############

miss priya : okay cik ida, boleh saya tanye akaun ini dibuka di cawangan mana?

cik ida : cawangan kajang

miss priya : okay cik ida, boleh saya tau mcm mana kad atm cik ida boleh hilang

cik ida : bukan hilang, saya masuk duit kat cash deposit machine...and then saye tetinggal kad lah kot kat situ

miss priya : okay cik ida, jgn risau ye...saye dah batalkan kad cik ida, lepas ni nanti cik ida boleh pegi ke mana2 cawangan maybank, and apply kad baru okay

cik ida : ( dengan tension nya ) lahhhh...knape saye kene apply kad baru plak...ni bukan 1st time saye tetinggal kad...hari tu dkt kelana jaya, saye tak sempat ambik kad and mesin dah telan kad, boleh je saye pegi ambik balik kad saya kat situ the next day

miss priya : ( ish ape lah customer sorang ni ) cik ida, hari tu kad cik ida boleh retrieve balik the next day kat cawangan itu, sebab cik ida ckp cik ida nampak kad atm tu ditelan balik oleh machine kan...yang ini cik ida x sure...sebab cik ida dh tetinggal kad itu...boleh jadi org ambil..jd for security reason saya kene batalkan kad itu walopon kalo kad itu mmg ditelan semula

cik ida : ( dengan blur nya ) a'ah betul jugak kan...aritu saya nampak...ni saye tetinggal terus ( apa lah bengap sgt aku ni ), oklah kalo mcm tu saye kena apply baru lah ye

miss priya : ye cik ida, di mana2 cawangan maybank...ada apa2 lagi yang perlukan bantuan saya

cik ida : x itu saje...terima kasih

miss priya : terima kasih cik ida

tu lah yg terjadi ahad lepas...and bile selasa baru ni aku EL...aku ambik kesempatan buat kad baru kat maybank taman jasmin...pegi ngan mak aku and iya...sampai2 1.20...kaunter bukak pukul 2

miss priya 2 : cik duduk dulu ye...karang saye bagi no.

aku pon duduk lah sambil isi borang

skali ade org rupenyer yg berminat nak borak ngan aku....pak guard tapi mude tapi aku takut tgk mata die...dah lah ckp suara mcm tak dengar...aku plak yg cam tak sedap nak dok kat situ..antara soklan2 die:

x penah pon nampak dtg kat maybank ni --> yelah keje tmpt lain gi branch lain la

nak buat ape tu --> wat kad baru

dok kat mane, saye kat asa jaya je --> taman sebelah ko lah

dok umah flat ke --> sian mak ayah aku...penat2 bg aku dok umah 2 tgkt kate flat...x lah

saye jalan kaki je pegi keja --> ohhhhh

cepat je kan dah nak raye --> a'ahhh

n sebelum lagik byk tanye...aku pon pegi kat keta lepak...mase tu kol 130...nk tunggu kol 2.00 last2 kitorg sume tetido dlm keta...skali bgn 2 o'clock sharp...pegi balik...guard senyum and bagi kan no....saba jelah

i was the 2nd person....tunggu nye tunggu....aku di layan pada pukul 2.40...oit ape yg lembab sgt...dah 40 min aku tunggu baru nak layan ke...rasenye minah yg 1st tu bukan nye nak wat ape...nak apply kad jugak...yang korang tembel sgt ni apelah...mak aku call tanye lame lagik ke..aku kate kejap....last2 2.50 aku pon selesai and dpt kad baru....10 min je okay..yg ko layan minah tu lembab sgt tadi pesal...kalo dah tau ramai org tunggu...bukak kaunter lebih boleh x

bile pk2 balik same je yg jd kat aku mase kat branch kelana jaya...i was the 3rd person that time...satu minah ni jage kaunter...aku sampai kol 1230...kol 200 baru aku dpt kad aku...eh susah sgt ke nak buat...ko kalo dh jadi front liner boleh tak ikhlas sket buat keje...kalo tak keje mcm aku ni je blakang tabir...ini sambil buat keje sambil borak2 lame lah last2 sejam stgh baru aku dpt kad...terus aku tgk position die...financial executive...finance lah sgt...keja cop2...masuk paper print out pon tembel...teringat aku mase tolong jual tiket train mase mlm merdeka dulu...punye lah laju aku buat and xde mase nak borak2 ke ape, angkat hp ke....kate pon dah front liner kan kene lah alert sket...kalo customer marah nanti kan susah

teringat aku smalam mase beli brg kat giant...i was the 3rd person...cashier budak laki melayu around 18 years old...wat keje mcm tak ikhlas je...chinese guy tu beli byk brg tin and glass jar...die boleh masuk kan dlm plastik ngan kasar nye...muke dah lah masam...oit adik bukan awak sorg jelah yg pose...kitorg pon pose...tp jgn lah act mcm tu plak depan customer...irritating betol...bile ambik duit pon hentak2 cash register...skali keyboard rosak die hentak2 sume...terus tergendala sume org nak byr...aku tunggu je...masih dlm tahap kesabaran...sebab aku mase tu dah tahap tension sgt...aku mmg jarang marah org...tapi bile tahap memakse dah saye sewel silap2 kena lah...sib baik die dah panggil org betulkan..kalo tak nak je aku ckp...dik boleh panggil ur supervisor betul kan tak...kitorg dah lame menunggu ni....ish geram plak...tapi kate bulan pose...aku besaba jelah

so pengajaran buat aku...jgn lah ilang kad lagi...tak kose aku nak pi bratur apply kad baru...lepas ni kalo masuk duit aku key in no akaun je lah...xnak masuk kan kad nanti tetinggal lagik heheh

dpt berita train aku belanggar plak smalam...camne lah leh jadi ni...abis lah hot news...x sure lagik pasal kecuaian or technical problem...tp kalo terbukti driver nye salah...front liner lagik tu...hishh taktau lah saye

p/s : seben...ada kah maybanker front liner sememang nye lembab kuikuikui

2008-09-25T09:31:00.008+08:00

Satu hari di bulan puasa

Dah dekat 3 minggu aku pegi keja ngan abah aku...tapi arini aku drive keta sendri sebab abah ada hal...kalo naik keta ngan abah, jgn harap lah nak bukak radio...coz dr kjg sampai subang abah akan bercerita...mcm2 hal...pasal family, politik, kerja, sejarah, financial crisis skarang n mcm2 lah...aku tau abah pon xde teman nak borak...jd aku layan lah borak sampai ke opis...balik keja pon mcm tu...n kebanyakan yg abah citer tu kdg2 adalah info baru buat aku...coz ayah aku suke membace jd die tau byk benda

Tapi hari ni aku drive sensorg...jadi aku bukak lah radio...tetibe terus dengar lagu Raya Sudirman...dlm dingin subuh...hatiku terusik...kate pon dah nak raye jd kene lah ade mood nak raye...tapi tetibe aku sebak bile dengar lagu tu...aku sedih sensorg dlm keta

Aku terkenang kan yg tahun ni adalah antara Ramadan dan Syawal yang paling tough buat aku satu family....mengenangkan akak aku yang terpakse go thru byk benda mase die nak bersalin...mase pantang die kat umah aku...dua kali die masuk hospital...n die tahan sakit kat perut die...sampai lah bile doc scan...ade satu lagi kejutan buat kitorg...baru nak heal dr operation ade lagik satu yg menanti...maybe pasal tu lah die slalu ngadu sakit perut, angin n gastrik...mcm mane pon Alhamdulillah she is recovering

Terkenang kan pulak mak busu aku.....yg kitorg betul2 x predict....she's being diagnosed of something yg buat kitorg satu family sgt sedih...and during this ramadan itself she has gone through 2 operations...x sampai ati aku tgk mak busu aku but she is a strong woman...n die xnak kite nangis pasal die...she is recovering from the operation but she has to go thru some treatment in the future...aku kesian kan je dkt sepupu aku...sara lah yg byk tolong mak die sejak mak die sakit...tido kat hospital and jage mak busu aku for a week...adam yg x bersuara tp aku tau die sedih...aishah yg kecik slalu manja ngan mak die lagik lah sedih...yusuf dr jauh hanya mampu telefon bertanya kabar...die nak balik tp mak busu aku tak bg...uncle brahim aku x terkire penat nye ulang alik keja dr singapore just to be with his wife

Terkenang kan pulak mak aku...yg bukan lah sihat mane pon...she has to depend on her medicine...mak aku kan ade history sakit saraf...she's been really bz and hectic during my sis confinement...menjage baby...masak...kemas umah...n bile mak busu aku dah operate...mak aku lah jd official driver to send and fetch adik aku, adam n aishah everyday to school...bile die byk buat keje, muscle akan strain and mula lah die sakit....kdg2 ada gak mak aku nag kitorg satu family without purpose...tapi aku biar kan aje coz aku tau die mmg penat...recently kaki die problem and bile jumpe doc...doc kate bone kat tapak kaki die growing...so thats why bile pijak sakit...nasib baik pegi earlier so no need for operation...kene jab and continuously mkn ubat...lega sket aku dengar

Terkenang kan pulak nenek aku yg tahun ni dah 75 tahun tapi alhamdulillah masih sihat...sakit2 sikit tu biase lah....nenek aku pon byk tolong jage baby and akak aku...bile dgr pasal mak busu aku die pon runsing and slalu byk berpikir

Lagi yang buat aku sedih sebab last week tetibe sume name family aku naik and dapat pegi haji, mama, abah, nenek, mak busu and uncle brahim....diorg baru register tahun ni and chances of going is low coz ramai lagik org yg dah tunggu...kalo nak pon kene pi kuota international....jd bile tabung haji inform sume dapat punyelah happy...mak busu aku berharap balik, tapi bile mengingatkan condition die and the treatment that she has to go thru...die berserah....and for now mak busu aku and uncle brahim aku still xleh decide coz it will depend on her...whether cukup sihat to go for haji, and of course approval from board committee of tabung haji....kalo boleh die nak sgt pegi sebab nak sgt pegi berdoa sendri kat sane....

i hope she will recover and if there is a chance for her to go...we would be so happy....kitorg satu family akan doakan utk mak busu baik cepat...Allah can do wonders....just keep on praying...insyaAllah akan dimakbulkan...amin

walau macam mana susah pon...itu adalah dugaan buat kite..n ingatlah ada byk lagi org di luar sana yang lagi susah...jd terima lah seadanya....

tapi tulah raya tetap raya...dah puasa sebulan...kenalah kiter beraya sebab hari raya adalah hari kesyukuran kite semua...nk bermaaf maafan...tahun ni mesti aku nangis lebih lagik heheh

mcm mane persiapan raya korang sume...aku punye biase2 je...baju raya dah ade tp x satisfy sgt coz kene byk alter...baru teringat yg mlm ni nak buat biskut cornflakes choc chip....best nye hehe...sampai2 opis tadi aku dapat my 1st kuih raya...apollo ball

camne pon tahun ni kitorg hepi sebab ade orang baru...tulah bouncer yang aku belikan ari tu for jasmin...syok je tgk die happy...x sabar nak jumpe baby weekend ni :)

2008-09-18T15:15:00.007+08:00

Spottie vs Baby Shamu

Can you see the resemblance?

Spottie loves to play around with baby Shamu that i won last year thru a horse game....i always place baby Shamu beside me when i sleep....Spottie sleeps with iya but often get chased out in the middle of the night...coz Spottie will start playing with the cupboard door when she is bored....iya just couldnt stand the noise...

So sometimes i let Spottie to sleep with me...i have to limit my contact with Spottie due to my itchiness that i'm having right now...im not sure whether it is the result of my allergy to prawns / to other foods which i have no idea about / to my surroundings or to Spottie...so precaution steps should be taken...tapi kesian punya pasal bagi lah jugak si Spottie tido together...it reminds me that if it get worse...i have to pay my doctor a visit

Spottie will sleep at exactly the same spot everytime she sleeps in my room...just beside baby shamu and doing her 'thing'...i dunno what to call....alah die mcm cakar main2 kuku die dkt bende lembut sambil mata stim...slalunya dekat selimut...i find it weird...is it normal among female cats? this is the habit that Spottie and late Blackie loves to do...last time my cat Tiger and Tigress suke main hisap2 tetek or bulu sampai tertido...sumbang mahram betul lah heheh

back to Spottie and baby shamu...they have the same colour...and both are soft...i will be confused each time i stroke her in the dark...let me see...is this Spottie or baby shamu? luckily i know that Spottie's fur is silkier hehe...

It tells me that Spottie needs a friend...tapi aku xnak bela kucing baru dah....takpelah nanti nina belikan doll kucing plak untuk Spottie ye hehehe

2008-09-16T13:30:00.003+08:00

Dillemma

Somehow I have been keeping this long hair for 3 years...and throughout the years i think i have done rebonding twice and one re-touch up for my hair

not including 'highlights' that i made 2 months after starting my 1st ever job + 4 times of colouring my hair due to i hate the 'highlights' that turned up way beyond my expectation + curling my hair with hot curler, usually for special occasion eg. wedding or when i have the desire

just imagine how many chemical process i have done to my hair....pity my hair...coz the owner wanted to look good and continuously damaging the hair....anyhow i am a bit relieved coz all the 'damaged' hair that i got thru the 'highlights' and colouring had been chopped off throughout the years...

all i have now is my new grown hair but of course not as healthy as during my teen years....my hair tend to be dry....thanks to the hairdryer that fasten the result

it's time for me to hit the salon...maybe for hair treatment to give moisture back to my lifeless hair...but now the dilemma is...

I feel bored with my hairstyle...this innocent long str8 hair look had accompanied me for like ages...i need to do something...at least i can call it my ' rambut raya'

but knowing me with my 'pipi tembam', short hair is definitely to avoid...and i havent had short hair for quite some time...the last was in 1999 during school years...i asked for 2 inches cut but she ended up experimenting her skills with my hair...she got my hair cut like a boy....thanks to my hairdresser.....i got two instant secret admirers at school...of course my junior...and i have no idea what they like about me...issit because of the hair...if they wanted to be a part of 'junior crush on senior thing' which i could say a common scene in any all girls school...i would say please im not interested at all...i would have made it earlier if i wanted it that way...not to cut my hair during the 2nd semester of my final year in school...come to think of it...i wonder, what's the criteria the senior should have to have a crush on?....issit

a) have short hair
b) handsome looking
c) active in sports
d) boyish manner
e) cool
f) all the above

the best part of all, they acted as if im the guy....hey common...im not even a tomboy...i just got a wrong haircut that's all...but i couldnt say that...they like u till the extent of showering u with warm wishes and pressies...once i got 2 chocolate balls delivered to me in a nice wrapping...i shared them with a friend...and they made a pencil holder specially for u...that i could not forget...i appreciated it but dont get me wrong...i accepted it as a friend and as an elder sister....

but when u reminisce them all...you will sigh and maybe giggle alone...it was funny though

so that's why i will still go for long hair...however 'rambut raya' is still in my imagination...short hair will do but not too short coz i had my own reason for that....i cannot help it if akak2 in my office have crush and droolling all over me...hahaha perasan...enough with them favouring one of my body parts and i feel weird when everytime they mention about it....

to seben....ko jgn gelak baca entry ni :p

2008-09-11T14:12:00.006+08:00

My workstation

Keja aku buat train schedule...walopon aku sbrnarnye grad comp sc tapi aku sronok buat keje ni...part yg lawak bile train aku buat hal je sure member2 aku msg what's wrong with ur train...mentang2 lah aku keja kat sini...

tapi aku buat schedule train je...aku tidak ade kene mengena jika train aku delay...kerana kalo delay korg mesti dgr due to technical failure...betul lah tu...so nothing to do ngan schedule....aku dulu mase jd class monitor slalu ape wat duty roster sume...xkan leh silap kot...aku dah master dh sume heheh...n walopon train ni ikut schedule...tapi bile train tu dh terawal atau delay...train tu sendri akan catch up balik...itu lah system die...jgn tanye nape mcm tu...coz aku yg buat schedule je...bukan aku yg wat system train tu...kalo aku yg wat mmg mak kayo lah heheh

mampos kalo bos aku dpt tau aku citer2 pasal train kat sini...siap letak gamba tu heheh so ni lah die workstation aku bile aku nk wat train schedule....name bilik ni simulator room...also training room for control executive...control executive baru lah keje die monitor train performance everyday...diorg keje shift...24 7....diorg ni duduk dlm bilik khas...ade byk tv so that diorg leh monitor each platform for each station...mase time tangkap gamba ni aku tgh bosan gile...dan kesejukan ya amat...coz bilik ni sejuk giler okay...rase nk pakai kot bulu je hehe

korang nampak tak button merah tu...each button represent each station...so kalo aku tekan je button tu...train yg tengah kat station tu pon EB lah...emergency brake...abislah sume passenger dlm tu tergolek dok heheh...sian cik jiji...sib baik ko dh x naik train lg...tp name pon emergency so time2 emergency lah br gune....

kalo nak marah boleh lah marah kat mat indon n bangla...kdg mat arab pon yg suke2 hati je terjun kat track tu...nk ambik brg jatuh lah...ambik gamba lahh...aku tau lah korg jakun kat track aku...tapi kot ye pon kalo nak terjun gi ler terjun kat ktm nye track...for sure jd pancake...kalo train aku sure x menjadi nye...coz sebelum train langgar korg...train dh EB dulu...heheh ade gak 2-3 kes yg beriye nak commit suicide kat track aku...mmg tak bejaya ler nampaknye nk kene gelek...tapi maybe bole jd ayam kfc extra crispy je...kate high voltage kan...so sng citer jgn lah memandai nk terjun track ek heheh

dulu 1st mase aku keje sini pon...aku terkejut bile bos aku kate nanti bwk lah ida pegi visit control room...aku xleh byg mcm mane...skali tgk ala2 broadcasting pon ade coz byk tv heheh..kate budak baru jakun lah sket kan...so ape2 aktiviti berkaitan train aku sume bejalan kat sini

sape yg takleh nak agak lagi aku keje kat mane ni x dapek lah den nk nolong nye heheh

2008-09-11T13:23:00.009+08:00

Puase

Lamanya dh tak update blog ni...punyelah bz kat umah...nak kene masak untuk berbuka...nak jage akak aku n baby...jd mase aku pon limited....dpt rilex sure tertido punye...ape2 pon Slamat Berpuase walopon arini dah masuk ari ke 11...

Puase punye pasal aku nak bercerita pasal mkn2 lah...heheh...ari tu aku ckp aku kan mengidam sgt nak makan cendol b4 puasa...at last aku dpt...mr zul suke bwk aku kat situ bile pegi lunch time keja...tapi aku kate xdelah sedap mane...kjg nya lagik best...tapi sebab itu je yg ada so blasah lah kan...a week b4 bulan pose sempat aku mkn ngan akak opis aku...so ni lah die rojak sotong and cendol...kalo nak tau gerai die betul2 berdepan ngan station lrt tmn bahgia

the next dah nye pulak....dr pagi sampai tgh ari ujan je kat opis...aku ni yg sememangnya dh lapar cr peluang je nak pegi mkn luar...tetibe aku terbayang kalo ujan2 camni kan best mkn sup panas2...so ape lagik aku pon mengajak lah colleagues aku sume mkn sup dgn message next week kan dah pose..jom lah pi pekena sup subang....sape yg keje kat subang...tipu lah kalo kate tak kenal sup subang kat masjid on da way nak pegi airport lame tu...slalu ramai org...pakcik ni sup die yg special...die buat kuah satu kawah...nak ayam, daging, burung puyuh ngan kambing sume boleh...die dah siap dlm mangkuk...so tuang jelah sup die...nak refill sup pon bole...free lagik...hirup lah sup sampai lebam...lagik2 aku yg mmg peminat setia sup heheh

Last Friday, 5 sept i had my 1st berbuka session with friends...actually nak buat bebuke pose cum besday Kak Farah...tp becoz aritu ujan lebat n jumaat plak tu everywhere lah jam...besday girl x dpt dtg...so last2 kitorg ber6 je yg ade...aku seben iju aznim boy n wae....mkn di cozy corner jaya 33...ni 1st time aku gi situ...n xtau akan pegi lagi ke tak coz tak byk bende...except for sesape yg enrol masuk true fitness kat situ....so aku order Kuehtiow Kungfu with fresh water prawn...sedapppp...tp lepas tu aku gatal satu badan..aku rase aku dah mule allergic to prawns lah...cube bygkan kalo aku xleh mkn seafood...just imagine...ilang satu nikmat mkn...taknakkk

next day plak, me n mr zul went to mv...plan nya nak pegi belikan si baby Jasmine..aku panggil baby J je lah heheh...nak belikan die bouncer...since aku blum belikan die ape2 lagik...up till now aku utang wedding present akak aku...xtau nak kasi die ape...so aku bagi lah baby die dulu

merata aku mencari...aku nak cr bouncer yg affordable, nice and boleh rock...budget yg ade mase tu rm200 je...so fisher price nye out...ade aku masuk satu kedai baby ni...bouncer die ape brand ntah harge rm1800...ish2 nak kate canggih sgt idak ler...rm1800 tu boleh beli byk bende utk baby...bile dah berkenan design...xleh rock plak...bile boleh rock design plak hampeh...tau lah kan akak aku tu pulak taste camne...dah sah lah kene elok2...

so last2 dpt lah aku baby rocker from Sweet Cherry...comel..boleh rock...siap ade vibrator n baby song lagik...n paling penting still dlm budget...i was so excited...mase nak try beli tu sume rocker aku suruh mr zul turun kan...sampai penat die hehehe...so aku pon belilah...wrap n mintak mr zul carry...sian die

leka nye pasal beli rocker tgk jam dah 620...sume org dah cop tmpt nak buke...aku bagi suggestion buke luar...tapi takut mesti x sampai...so last2 pegi jelah manhattan...padahal aku nak mkn nasi berlauk...kitorg ambik ramadan promo which is manhattan seafood platter, garlic mussels ( sarah si strictly prohibited) , tiramisu for dessert and air sirap bandung yeos....

seperti biase lah...mr zul yg mengabiskan...perut aku dah nak meletop...by the time abis buke...kitorg jalan2...pastu kuar mv dah xtau buat ape...ingat nak lepak minum kat mamak bangi tapi ujan...aku suruh lah mr zul anta aku balik...padahal curfew aku slalu kol 12...ni kol 945 dh nak balik...aku kate takpe lah bulan pose elok balik awal

tapi mr zul kaco aku...die kate tak sabar nak tunjuk rocker die beli lah tu...saba jelah...memang pon...bile balik my sis pon excited...sume suke...aku lagi lah happy...n skarg baby pon asik dok dlm rocker aku je hehe...baby j hope u like ur 1st present from auntie...bunyi tua plak lah panggil auntie hehe

2008-08-24T19:12:00.014+08:00

Ke dapur bersama Cik Ida

Hari sabtu ni aku tetibe rajin...disebabkan mama dah slalu masak jadi ape salah nye kalo hari ni aku yang volunteer memasak...yelah mama dah penat menjaga org dlm pantang...aku pon mmg suke memasak tapi dah lame x merajinkan diri kat dapur....jd mari kite tgk menu hari ini...

Udang Goreng Ida

Bahan-bahan :

20 keping udang yg telah dibuang kulit, tinggalkan ekornye
1 biji bawang besar di potong half subang
1/2 biji carrot, dipotong bulat dan kemudian hiris sederhana halus
2 sudu sos tomato/cili
1/2 cawan air
daun bawang dihiris halus
1/2 biji tomato dipotong
kunyit untuk menggoreng udang
garam secukup rasa

Cara-cara :

Gaul udang dengan kunyit dan garam untuk menggoreng
Panaskan minyak dlm 4 sudu besar, dan bila minyak dah panas masukkan udang
Masukkan carrot
Goreng sehingga udang bertukar warna dan setengah masak
Kemudian masukkan air dan sos cili
Masukkan bawang dan tomato yang telah dipotong
Gaul sebati dan letak garam secukup rasa
Akhir sekali, masukkan daun bawang
Biar sampai udang masak dlm 2-3 minit dan bolehlah diangkat dan dihidang

Kacang Panjang Goreng

Bahan-bahan :

Kacang panjang dipotong serong
Carrot dipotong halus
Cendawan tiram 1 paket kecil di potong
2 keping tauhu lembut
2 sudu kecil serbuk pati ayam/ikan bilis
1 biji bawang besar dihiris
2 ulas bawang putih dihiris
1 biji cili merah dihiris
1 cawan air
Garam secukup rasa

Cara-cara :

Panaskan minyak dan masukkan tauhu lembut
Goreng sehingga warna kekuningan, terbalikkan sekali saja
Angkat, toskan dan bila dah mula sejuk potongkan tauhu ( potong 8, 12, ikut suke )
Kemudian panaskan minyak dlm 3 sudu besar, masukkan bawang merah, bawang putih dan cili merah
Bila dah naik bau dan bawang menjadi warna kekuningan masukkan kacang panjang, carrot, serbuk pati ayam dan air
Renihkan biar kacang panjang dan carrot masak
Bila kacang panjang dah mula melembut masukkan cendawan tiram
Masukkan tauhu goreng yang telah dipotong td, biar sebati dan letakkan garam secukup rasa
Bolehlah diangkat dan dihidangkan

Ayam Goreng Express

Bahan-bahan :

5-6 keping ayam yang telah dibersihkan
2 sudu besar sos tiram
1 sudu besar kicap pekat
1 sudu besar honey
serbuk black pepper
rosemary, aku gune brand McCormick
steak spice
garam secukup rasa

Cara-cara :

Semua bahan tadi digaulkan biar sebati
P/S : Garam diletak bila perlu, penggunaan sos tiram dan kicap pekat sudah memberi rasa masin pada ayam
P/S : Boleh menambah bahan lain jika perlu, untuk marinate ayam boleh mengikut citarasa sendiri dan tidak perlu mengikut sukatan resipi secara tepat
Panaskan minyak, dan gorengkan ayam dengan api perlahan
Setelah ayam masak, angkat dan toskan minyaknya
Bolehlah dihidang dan sedia untuk dimakan

Semua menu di atas dihidang bersama dengan nasi panas....nyam nyammmm sedapnya...Selamat Mencuba :)

2008-08-24T18:13:00.014+08:00

My newborn niece

Actually i was quite bz for the past 2 weeks....it's because i'm now a proud mak ngah/auntie nina /? to my newborn niece Jasmine Adelia Muhammad Faiz...

one hour after birth

I'm so thankful, after all the obstacles that my sister had to go through, she safely delivered a healthy baby girl on Wednesday morning, 13 Aug 2008 at 8.15am. She broke her water bag when i was bz watching CSI NY the other night and we rushed her str8 to Assunta Hospital right after that.

6 hours after birth

Since we havent had a baby in our family for quite a while we were all so excited....not to mention, she is the 1st cucu for both families...not only that...my niece is the 5th generation, they all came from the 1st child of the family....here's the chart....

unyang in lenggeng

my datok (1st child) wedded my nenek

my mama (1st child)

my sis (1st child)

my niece (1st child)

isnt that great, my unyang lives in lenggeng, n9 and she's more that 90 years old now...im sure she gonna be happy when she found out she already had a 'piot'...

12 days

i dunno whether to call her jasmine or lia....and the whole family dunno what she should call us when she grows up....now i even have a reason to go back early from the office...my sis gonna be here during the confinement period and right after that she will move for good to seremban to his husband's house...so this is the only chance that we have with her

she is so playful...her facial expressions make her even cuter....she loves bathing, and i will be bz asking my mom, nina nak pakaikan baju baby bole? heheh...i've been practising to carry her too...luckily i have my cat, spottie to be my experiment baby heheh

congrats to both my sis and my bro in law...get well soon sis...i hope both of u will be happy and do take good care of her...for the baby....auntie nina/mak ngah/? pray for u good health, kindness and may Allah bless you and the rest of the family always...amin

2008-08-22T13:37:00.002+08:00

Clueless

Errmm i'm clueless....actually i was thinking how did i get this premature gray hair....im only 25...there must me something wrong somewhere...i surfed the internet to find the cause of it...and i came across this :

* dieting - im not exactly on diet but yes i do watch what i eat and sometimes i try to lessen my
food intake

* lack of vitamins - Vitamin B complex, i remember not taking any
supplements for quite a long time...last time i used to consume
Vitamin C and evening primrose without fail

* stress - erm i guess this will be the main contributor for my gray hair

like what i said when ppl mention about my gray hair....byk berpikir

yes...it's true....i may not be a ruler of a country....or an athlete trying to win a 1st olympic gold medal....or a general to lead his soldiers in a big war....but i do think a lot....because i cant help it...it keeps on haunting me....i feel headache, searched for panadol...2 tablets will make the pain go away...and lay down for a nap...

Im thankful for everything....i tried to do my best...i've always tried to listen...to lend my hand to help if i can....but you cant always stop people from judging you....u know it's wrong but you couldnt say anything...people always like to accuse something that they dont know...but they never tried to understand....and make fun of it....it may be small...but like i always said....a wrong statement at a wrong particular time....so it bleeds you inside....for no one is there for you...you will feel so helpless....clueless at the same time....and wish to be all alone by yourself....

Like what im feeling right now....
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But then, a prayer will ease my pain and make me smile the whole day

2008-08-10T20:42:00.004+08:00

My Cravings for...

i dunno why, but lately im craving for cendol...maybe because the day is so hot that i need something cold to refresh myself...I dont want instant cendol at any restaurant or foodcourt...I want cendol mamak tepi jalan to be exact hehe...I had been sleeping with full blast aircond and fan but still feel hot...i guess this will be the right time for me to berendam at the waterfall...last time i was shivering when i dipped my feet into the water...so im gonna get my cendol this week

pic by hoithink

And now i love teppanyaki...i couldnt remember the 1st time i had it...but now i need to have my teppanyaki at least once a month...teppanyaki is a no-no to bean sprout haters btw hehehe....i already tried teppanyaki at klcc foodcourt, teppanyaki at MV and mr.teppanyaki at cineleisure...but mr. teppanyaki is my fav coz it's nice and comes with a bowl of soup...compared to teppanyaki at MV...eventhough nice setting, nice japanese outfit...my teppanyaki feels dry and less gravy...so its a no-no

p/s: im getting bored with the selection of dishes at my office cafe...either u hv to buy there or go outside and eat...i think a home-cooked meal will be great for me

2008-08-10T18:46:00.008+08:00

Trip to Sg. Chilling with the girls

Last Sunday, the msu girls went on a trip...to be exact...to Sg Chilling waterfall...i dont know who actually recommended the place but i was so excited, coz as far as I can remember...my last trip to waterfall was during my high school years with my schoolmates of course...

So off we went as early as 10pm...the 4 of us...seben, iju, aznim and me...as usual i was the last one to arrived at seben's house...maklum lah mak kite nak pack kan brg byk2 utk kite hehe..

It's in Kuala Kubu Baru...im not sure how long was the journey...coz we were bz gossiping, and laughing...during our pit stop at a petrol station...we encountered a group of bikers....i was eyeing for their motorbikes and the riders...of course yg mude2 and comel je lah kan hehe.....dear jgn mare ek...nanti u beli motor satu mcm tu kite naik same2 k :p but seben only managed to catch her eyes on one rider...a mazidul tv3 wannabe...kuikuikui

By the time we arrived...it was nearly 1pm...we walked to the main entrance of the waterfall and had to register ourselves....it was told that the main waterfall is a 3km walk from the entrance...but u can just settle down anywhere along the river during your way up...

Luckily i brought my sneakers...jungle trekking all the way up...thru thick bushes...duri2 tajam plak tu...dah lah pakai short...senang nk calar...i had blister coz tak pakai socks hehe...lalu air...and i said to myself please no leeches...it was challenging but fun at the same time...

After quite a while...we managed to find a perfect spot...sib baik aku bawak tikar...so kitorg pon picnic lah kat situ...seben brought nasi lemak with lauk...iju sardine and egg sandwiches, aznim coke and i brought mee goreng and kuih...i didnt have my breakfast yet so ape lagi mkn best2 lah mase tu...we spent about 2 hours there....nak mandi pon takut coz air deras and byk batu...so main2 air jelah...then we lost our main water supply....coke kami telah dihanyutkan kerana kecuaian aznim....kami hanya mampu memandang heheh...we saw quite a number of ppl passing by..i guess they must be heading for the main waterfall....tp x larat lah at that time...kalo jalan mcm sg congkak takpelah....ni hutan...semak samun...must be well prepared...with all our heavy bags...and tikar...dont think so kitorg boleh...x pasal2 je nanti....next time perhaps

On our way back...a craving for bakso led us to The Curve...ni seben lah punye pasal...so we had our tea break at Waroeng Ayam Penyet...selambe je dengan pakai cargo pants, t-shirt and slipper...feel a lil bit uncomfortable...sempat lagik tgk kaki kot2 ade pacat melekat ke terkejut plak org tgk kan muahhahaks...

And then arrived Kajang at 7pm...tired, sleepy but enjoyed the whole trip...thanks girls

2008-08-05T23:13:00.006+08:00

The Mummy

Ari Jumaat tu gak, after abis keje aku ade date wayang ngan zul...tp mcm mane pon kene hanta my sis balik umah dulu coz die dh sarat and x larat nak drive...so zul fetch me and pegi alamanda je coz tu yg paling dkt...

Aku drive sket punye laju tp mamat tu sampai lambat gak...n i dunno what's wrong with gsc e-ticketing and phone booking...ni yg nk mencarut ni...x paham aku...mase ni lah nak upgrade lah..maintenance work lah...so x dpt lah nk beli tiket...kene lah line up beli...nak pegi alamanda x sempat dh jd kitorg pon blasah jelah pegi jusco selatan...mmg our luck lah...reserved tics baru je released and kitorg dpt tgk show kol 8pm

To be frank...kalo ckp pasal the mummy aku mesti terpk pasal egyptian mummies...firaun sume kan...aku ingat lagi mase kecik2 pegi muzium negara ade exhibition pasal mummy...punyelah excited....ni bile pasal china nye mummy....mcm x best je...aku ade terbace the main heroin refused to act in this no. 3 movie mainly because of the story itself...yelah selame ni kejar mummy egypt..tetibe kejar mummy china...kan lain tu hehe....so no high expectation from me...bile dh tgk lagi lah...zul suke sebab ade jet li je....for me the heroin xda chemistry ngan hero n she looked older...pastu nape lah kene wat anak diorg tu besar sgt...wat teenagers je ke takleh ke...aku suke heroin dulu bace2 spell amon-ra amon-re heheh...dlm ni xde pon....no anacksumun...that handsome and long haired arabian guy xde....x silap aku penah tgk die belakon cite italian ah...kene check name die baru tau die org ape...byk lah xde...aku suke yg ala2 polar bear tu je...cam cute plak....mak aku kate die sempat tido lagik...saba jelah...for me camne boring pon citer tu aku akan make sure aku tgk dr mule sampai abis coz rugi je duit nanti hehe

So bile nk balik...ade satu citer klakar...aku tau lah kan...sume kawan2 aku pon tau aku mmg x pandai pasal jln ni...tp bukan nye aku tak penah pegi jusco selatan tu...dh dkt 5 kali...so i know my way back ok...tp nak jd citer mase aku beriye bercerite dlm keta, zul tanye aku mane nk ikut ni...coz die x familiar that area...yg aku pon ckp str8 jelah sambil tgk gitu2 je kat jln....skali rupenye die termasuk hway sg long....yg aku mmg tak suke jln tu...aku 1st tau jln tu sebab abah aku penah bwk....n then x sengaje termasuk plak jln ni....dh lah giler jauh....senyap..sunyi...satu keta pon xde...seram je aku...aku suruh die drive laju...dlm keta ape lagik aku kene membebel lah...tanye sket pon dah boleh salah die ckp...pastu aku merajuk sebab bile dh salah jln x dpt pekena maggi goreng sedap kat mamak bangi tu...so pegi jelah ayza kjg...skali tgk gile ramai...last2 mkn lah kat razak je hahaha...coz perut dh lapar n mls nak cr port lain

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Ari sabtu kuar ngan zul lg...coz die kate next week die dah start shift nanti xleh kuar weekend lagik...so kitorg kuar lah gi mv....ramai gile org sebok shopping...x tgk wyg pon ari tu...just jln2 je...n kalo pegi mv x sah kalo x mkn kat beard papa...dulu mood donut...skarg lain plak...ntah nape dh suke plak...chocolate cream puff and chocolate cake die...sedap hehe

Besoknye ade trip to waterfall ngan mSu geng...weahooooo nanti cerita k

2008-08-05T21:51:00.003+08:00

Ekspedisi Menjejak Pulut Mangga Dengan Kereta Baru

Aku sebok kate ngan korg aku nak update ngan gamba2 redang n bali kan....tapi aku lupe that monitor aku di rumah dah out n all the piccies ade dlm cpu....jd nmpk nye kene lah postpone dulu....sib baik ade org baik ati nk pinjam kan monitor die nanti sementara nak repair yg lame...tq dear hehe....ni sume pasal aritu bile umah aku tetibe blackout gara2 suis tebakar...my monitor terus dh weng....jd setelah saye update ape2 yg ptt dlm laptop ni saye boleh lah blog from here....coz kat opis saye xde chance

Last Friday, akak opis aku ajak gi mkn sambil naik keta baru die...ape lagik aku ligat je lah bile org ajak....so kitorg rombongan cik kiah pergi ber 5...of course lh aku yg paling mude kan...akak2 ni jelah geng aku...bos sila lah ambik org mude plak for my programmer k....akak2 jgn mare ek hehe....so naik lah aku kreta baru yg aku rase besar...mcm susah nak bawak aje...kitorg pegi shah alam...mkn kat area2 stadium...

Skali ade pulak yg tetibe kempunan pulut mangga...sama mcm pulut durian...tapi ni mkn ngan mangga manis campur santan...mcm sedap kan...terliur je bile byg...baru teringat fews day back...my sis ckp die mengidam nak pulut mangga gak...so kitorg round cari kedai yg ade jual tu tapi x jumpe plak...siap masuk kedai thai lagik coz akak opis aku kate tu org thai nye food...pon xde...so balik lah ngan hampa nye akak aku sorg 2...

Aku tetibe bg nickname kat group akak2 ni geng mafia sebab keta dah le besar...siap tinted sume...pastu sorg2 pon boleh tahan mafia gak heheh...so thanx to akak opis aku yg telah bawak kitorg gi lunch with her new Honda Odyssey...boleh lah jenjalan lagik ek lepas ni :)

2008-07-27T23:34:00.003+08:00

Spottie dengan aksinya

Spottie je lah satu2nya kucing yg kitorg ade skarang ni...tu sebab lah die sgt manja ngan kitorg...punyelah baik...tak susah nak jage...ni adalah antara aksi2 yang spottie suke buat...kdg risau gak x sakit ke blakang die tu hehe...kalo die keluar kejap pon dh risau takut ape2 jadi kat die....we love her so much...she has been with us for 4 years and 4 months...harap2 die pjg umo

And this is the late blackie...adik kepade spottie....she has left us for nearly 3 months now...i miss her so much coz she used to sleep in my room and accompanied me everywhere in the house...i was so close to her....we dunno what actually happened to her...but she didnt come home that night after she managed to escape....the next morning b4 going to work...my neighbour said she was lying dead in their house...the last thing i remembered was hugging her still warm body with tears all over my face...i was on EL that day...we love u so much and hope we have taken good care of u during ur lifetime blackie...

I said to myself before that they will be the last cats.....as I cant bear the pain of losing anymore....but now im taking care of 2 kittens which had followed my sister home from the pasar malam...maybe we will let them free when they have grown up....

If u have cats of ur own...or pets...do take good care of them...coz they will also pray for us and like my mum always says...murah rezeki kite kalo kite jage diorg dgn baik :)

2008-07-27T22:44:00.007+08:00

Reading time

This entry was not written to mention that i actually started reading...reading is still not my hobby...i only read when i have to...meaning to pass my exam during my study years or reading the newspaper to know the hot stories of the day...i prefer online news btw hehe...

Anyway...i do read when i finally have nothing to do at home...no interesting tv shows to watch...or no washing or cleaning to be done...so recently, my colleague bought 2 new books for herself and lended them to me....i always heard about the shopaholics series but never have the chance to read them...so i thought to myself this book will be in my possession for quite a while as i only read when the 'mood' arrives...but then i heard the news that she'll be leaving us and start her new job in fasting month...meaning i only have about 1 month to finish reading the books...

I already started reading the shopaholic and baby but it will be more interesting if i am pregnant at the same time....which is definitely out of the question...so i will dedicate the time i have left for the other book, confessions of a shopaholic....you know how long it takes for me to finish reading a book...a friend of mine said " ida ni, buku HP yg 1st ni pon punye lame nak abiskan " hehehe....so priority will be given for the 2nd book...this will be my routine during lunch at work...coz im doing my puasa ganti for the whole week....korang dh ganti puase ke? better make it fast....kalo tak nanti x sempat kan....

My department will be left with only 6 people now...oh im so gonna miss chatting with my next cubicle mate after this :(

2008-07-10T14:21:00.002+08:00

A long awaited moment

Reading blog is my new found hobby...i've becoming more addictive to it each day...now when i arrived at my workplace, the 1st thing i would do after checking my email would be reading ppl's blog...yes i know we supposed to work guys...not blog hopping or surfing or bla bla bla...but i just cant help it...it made my day fill with more stories rather than my own

So after many attempts made to update my long untouchable blog...i at last did it today coz i had nothing to do despite feeling bored and clueless...many of my colleagues are on holiday...my boss is bz with his thing...and b4 i knock off in front of the pc it's better for me to pay a visit to my blog and do something....

As u can see the last posting i made was in June 2005...if my calculation is correct...it will be 3 years of no blogging at all...that's why i have to rescue it...i guess my wardrobe will be full of dust or even rats...noted that rats heheh...if it's being left unattended for 3 years hehehe....i did some cleaning, sweeping here and there...and proud to be blogging again...hope it will not stop here...and of coz im not going to delete my old postings...especially the ones with cats...feel sad already...later i will blog on that

I experienced a lot for the past 3 years....either i was too bz or too lazy to update my blog...i have to agree with the latter hehe....like the last posting we were having a farewell for my cousin to further his studies in UK...now he had graduated....i remember i stopped blogging just after i landed on my 1st ever job since graduated....and currently still working at the same place...i dont have any proof of my 3 years working life...now not anymore...i feel like writing again and wanna spill anything that come across my mind to my newly groomed blog...however i will do it slowly...no rushing at all

Glad i could be here :)

2005-06-08T23:04:00.001+08:00

makan makan

my family

2005-06-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

makan makan

cake n trifle

2005-06-08T22:14:00.000+08:00

kay sure terkasima nye dgr pasal ni haha...akhirnya aku ada mood untuk membaca n aku dah abis bace novel aku...

bkn nya aku x suke membaca tapi penangan membaca ni kuat betui lah..kalo dah stick ngan satu buku tu mmg tak buat keje lain ah..sure nk cepat abiskan..tu sbb kadang2 malas hehe

btw...new photos have been uploaded

some shots taken yesterday...we had dinner at my aunt's house...it was sara's birthday and also farewell party for yusuf that'll be leaving for UK...makan best...mee goreng + pizza + cake + trifle especially made by my uncle brahim hehe

2005-05-24T00:52:00.000+08:00

hantaran

2005-05-24T00:13:00.000+08:00

ermmm...

before anyone ask me about my interview with rhb...let me explain to you first...the interview went well...it was my 4th interview...i was not as nervous as the 1st one...i had to seat for written test n iq test...iq test mmg suxx giler...just imagine kena jawab 44 calculation n comprehension questions in 25 minutes...sume soalan die pasal bank n based on diagrams....bwk calculator pun mmg tak sempat...ntah pass ke idak i really dont mind

last thursday went out with my sis...we planned to cut our hair...after that we headed to mid valley to watch star wars...mmg best...sape yg belum tgk better go...this episode is really touching...aku terbace george lucas kate lepas ni die nak concentrate on indiana jones plak...ingat lagik mase aku kecik2 abah aku suke sgt pasang star wars...pastu biler br2 ni die pi tgk kat wyg...mase dah balik aku tanye ah...amcam bah,best ke?..abah aku ckp...best,tidooo...abah aku ni mmg habit die kalo masuk wyg jer sure tido..yelah kan best coz gelap...mule2 je excited gile pastu die tido walo camne best pon citer tu...keje kitorg plak lah kene kejutkan die sbb lame2 nanti die snore...so die kate kene tgk balik ah...sbb bgn2 citer dah abis haha buang duit ajerk.... so, watch star wars again i will...hehe

for the past 3 weeks aku membz kan diri aku kat umah buat hantaran kawin...bukan aku or akak aku ke yg nk kawin...but bf akak aku nyer abg...diorg mintak tolong wat kan hantaran n sebab aku pon dah penah wat aku pon accept jerlah...kirenyer hasil usaha aku n mak aku ah...tetiap ari kat umah tu aku membuatnye n sampai lah td diorg dah dtg amik sume hantaran...lega lah aku sikit...umah aku kan byk kucing so susahlah nk jage..jd beres lah sume keje aku...

p/s: aku tak saba nk tgk citer narnia tu...promo die mcm best jerk hehe

2005-05-13T19:07:00.000+08:00

Allahyarham Tan Sri P.Ramlee seniman sepanjang zaman

becakap pasal citer p.ramlee, baru je last 2 weeks aku ngk citer ibu mertuaku, tu antara citer fav. aku dr p. ramlee....satu yg best nyer citer p.ramlee ni....tgk lah bape puluh kali pon aku tak penah jemu...lagu2 sume best...sampai kan byk dialog dlm citer die pon aku dah terhafal...

antara scene yg menyayat hati

scene kat umah combi

" abang osman pon sudah lama tak main saksofon..ntah bole ke tidak...belum tau lagi " n then lagu jeritan batinku pon berkumandang...lagu punye lah syahdu...credit to Osman Jailani..pemain sax yg sebenar

antara scene yang best

scene kassim n nyonya mansur kat kubur

"saudara..kenapa saudara menangis di kubur ibu saya?"
"apa? kubur ibu saudara?"
"apa ertinya semua ini mak?"
"ampunkan kassim...ampunkan mak kassim"
"kalau ini bukan kuburnya si sabariah, di manakah sabariah sekarang?"
"sabariah ada...sabariah ada...mak sudah kahwinkan dengan dr.ismadi"
"sekarang barulah aku tau segalanya...rupanya kamulah yang mengirim telegram palsu...supaya aku boleh bercerai dengan sabariah..bukankah begitu mak?"
"ya kassim..jgn cakap lagi nak...mak dah tua mak salah kassim...jgn ckp lagi lah nak"
"aku hairan mak...mengapakah engkau diciptakan Allah menjadi manusia...kan lebih baik kau menjadi haiwan"
"astaghfirullahalazimmm kassim"

p/s: tulah balasan untuk org berniat tak baik..last2 mkn diri

antara scene yang menyampah

dr. ismadi

"ya aku bersalah kerana mengambil sabariah daripada kau...tapi aku kira...kesalahan itu telah dapat ku tebus dengan memberikan semula penglihatanmu...aku rasa itu sudah cukup adilkan?

p/s: kalo die tak ckp mcm tu sure kassim tak cucuk mata dia

lagu fav. aku

dengar
oh jeritan batinku
memekik mekik memanggil manggil
namamu selalu
sehari kurasa sebulan
hatiku tiada tertahan
ku pandang kiri ku pandang kanan
dikau tiada

risau
batin ku menangis risau
makin kau jauh
makin hatiku bertambah kacau
mengapa kita berpisah
tak sanggup menahan asmara
oh dengarlahhh
jeritan batinku

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

tu citer sedih..kalo citer lawak p.ramlee pon sampai skang melekat kat kepala aku gak...yelah disebabkan satu family aku suke citer p.ramlee jadi sume pon dah hapal dialog die

sejak dumenjak ni plak kitorg ade habit baru..ape aje yg kite tgh borak...n kalo ader tersama ngan dialog dr citer p.ramlee sure kitorg akan terus ckp dialog tu...n then satu family pon gelak...slalu nye aku n akak aku ah...antaranya:

dialog kitorg

"eh nina..tadi awak ikut belakang kereta uncle brahim ke masa pi airport?"

"ikut belakang apenyer...mula2 yelah...tapi mase dah kat highway...die kan bwk perdana..kita kembara mana boleh laju sgt...die sup sap sup sap lesapp"

kitorg pon ketawa sebab dah teringat dialog p.ramlee...akak aku pon sambung dialog p.ramlee

dialog p.ramlee

citer do re mi

"bapak...bapak kejar jebon tadi dapat tak pak?"
"jebon? tak dapat...dia lari sup sap sup sap....hilanggg"

dialog kitorang

nenek aku " tadi kawan aku kasik aku belacan...punyelah cantik...sedap plak bau die..nak
masak lah esok "
aku " hah..ape?...kawan nenek kasik nenek ape? "(sebab tak dengar)
nenek aku " belacann "

aku pon sambung dialog....

dialog p.ramlee

citer seniman bujang lapok

"ampun arghhh..aku tidak akan peduli apa akan terjadi pada diri kau..kalau kau tak mau keluar aku akan pancung leher kau"
"sampai hati kanda nak memancung dinda...sampai hati kanda"
"sampai hatii...kau jugak sampai hati buat aku begitu...bukankah kau tahu kesukaan aku ialah belacan...kenapa kau masak sayur asam takmau campur belacan...sekarang aku akan pancung leher kau"

p/s: tulah die kalo dah jadik fans citer p.ramlee..pade aku p.ramlee ni born with talent...lagu n filem die sumenyer sepanjang zaman n penuh dgn msg tersirat...xde sape yang boleh ganti...semoga dicucuri rahmat ke atasnya...amin!~

t a m m a t

2005-05-13T18:51:00.001+08:00

2005-05-13T18:51:00.000+08:00

3 in 1

Happy Belated Birthday MAMA ( 6/5 )

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Happy Belated Birthday ABAH ( 12/5 )

~ Lots of love and xxxxx ~

pics of the day

2005-04-27T03:25:00.000+08:00

2005-04-27T03:23:00.000+08:00

photos

aku taktau nak citer ape....tgh blur...so tgk jelah pics yg aku tangkap...sama ada terpakse atau pon sebab takde keje lain...dlm family aku ni same ade sume malas atau pon aku sorg je yg tau gune camera haha...padahal camera skang auto punye lah senang pon sumenye susah..aku gak jadik mangsa

1. cake besday iya...carrot cake..menjilat jari
2. KLIA
3. family mak busu aku yg nak berangkat pi mekah buat umrah
4. besday spottie n blackie...dah setahun
5. gamba mase bosan tunggu akak tgh interview

byk lagik gamba kat sini

2005-04-27T03:09:00.000+08:00

2005-04-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

the story

2005-04-11T22:57:00.000+08:00

movie

not till yesterday that i had the time to install my new dvd player...my dad bought it last month...thanx to ferris, my sis's bf that lended us some of his dvds...

at last i got to see nice picture with dvd...padahal org lain lame dah gune...we started with euro trip....my sis's friend said it was hilarious n absolutely not a family movie...u know what that means....so last night both of us watched together and you can just imagined how we reacted to those funny + x-rated scenes...big laughter...

there was a scene where they actually travelled to rome, italy...near the vatican museum...they accidently stumbled upon the pope's room...n started to wear his clothes n everything..they even touched the bell ( the bell that supposed to be rang as a sign to the public that the pope is dead)...i said to myself, within the making of this film...as if like they know the pope is going to die sooner later...maybe that's how they got the idea...n suddenly the boy came out near the balcony with pope's clothing n all the people thought he has been elected as the new pope...
konon nye siap kluar news live on tv n the real pope yg tgk tv pon heran apsal ckp die dah mati...padahal sume keje bebudak tu...hahaha

pade yg blum tgk...kalo korg nak citer simple n release tension mmg patut tgk ah...gerenti tak regret nyer...byk bende korg akan discover...

p/s: to seben...dlm euro trip ni ader satu scene mcm citer uncle aku muahahaks!~ enjoy...

2005-04-09T19:22:00.000+08:00

2005-04-09T18:38:00.000+08:00

birthday treat

last night...me,sarah n iju went out together for dinner at italiannies...near one utama...we were actually celebrating iju's 23rd birthday...we arrived there about 7.30pm...

what we ordered :

iju - classic pizza
sarah - spaghetti meatballs
me - shrimp fra diablo

we were told that each menu comes in a big portion n can be eaten by two people...so what we ordered is actually more than enough...but because sarah was really craving for meatballs n i dont fancy meatballs...i wanted to have shrimp...so we decided to proceed with the menu...

overall, the food was quite okay...we couldnt finish our food...so kene pack bwk balik haha tu lah degil...then sarah asked the waiters to sing for iju...iju tersipu2 malu...dah ler tgh tak sihat...sian...tp xpe best

thanx iju 4 the dinner

p/s: kay..we saw ur ex-boy dining with his friends...kui3x

2005-04-07T15:16:00.000+08:00

what an experience

last week was really tiring as i attended two interviews...affinbank and putra lrt...both went well..my sis accompanied me...yelah nanti time die aku pulak lah teman...for now i'm back with my old routines

talking bout the interview....i had tough time as i was suffering from a bad flu....dr affin lagi..satu office tu asik denga aku batuk2...so bile time putra plak mmg aku dah teruk giler...easy to say..bile dah tak sihat..selsema+batuk+pening...mmg dah takde mood langsung nak interview...tp pi lah gak kan

yg putra tu call ckp interview kol 1.30..tp mase tu sure ah lunch kan...tp aku dtg gak kol 1.10...then die ckp kol 2 br interview...ari tu kitorg ber3 je...2 lagi budak laki...aku bosan so layan ah borak ngan diorg...

2.10 - baru suruh isi form
2.25 - wat iq test.. kate 15 mins...tapi punye lame kasi kitorg lepak
3.15 - writing test... what's ur ambition n why did u apply for this position...
3.40 - 1st person masuk interview
4.15 - aku plak masuk

n biler turn aku masuk aku dah sangap+batuk+lapa+ngantuk sumenye lah..n mase interview tu sore aku dah rock cam ella...aku tatau ah die impress ngan aku ke idak...aku jwb mmg ok tapi tatau ahkan...mase tu aku dah kesos dah...aku nak cepat abis je n balik...mcm nak tumbang pon ade...dah lah punye lame baru panggei masuk interbiu

around 4.45 i left putra with my sis...the plan was to go home str8...then my sis stopped for a while near unitar to buy kuih..later she said why not kite pekena kuehtiow penang, aku lapa ni...so we headed to her fav. place....we ordered penang kuehtiow n yong tau foo...mmg sedap giler...aku nak bantai sotong kangkung tapi dah kenyang plak haha...

yeah it was a relieve after two interviews...i was nervous during my 1st..but then the 2nd one was okay for me...now im back at home...hopefully more interviews will come...doa untuk akak aku skali..hehe

n i dunno whether im the only one who notice this...aku menyampah betol tgk advert rejoice.. lagik2 si ana "gune jari pon bole"....haha motif?

2005-03-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

yang dtg

2005-03-23T20:04:00.000+08:00

makan-makan at kay's house

we should do this often...mkn2 macam ni tak kisah ler kat umah sesape or kat restaurant sgt lah best..pulak tu kalo dah lame tak jumpe member lame...sure byk nak bercerite sambil enjoy mkn sedap2...

at first the plan was to invite 9 people...sume geng fsktm um...but under certain circumstances..which i dont know..only 4 turned up...me, aznim, alif n is... ber5 pon dah cukup nak bikin havoc...yg best nye kitorg ni ingat ramai lah nak dtg...takut food tak cukup..so aku bwk agar2..aznim bwk choc cake n alif bwk triffle ke truffle...tatau ah aku...kay pon dah masak byk...ape lg aku nak kate...org invite kasik mkn free pon susah nak dtg...aku kalo pasai org invite ni jrg aku tolak unless aku ade bende penting n takbleh attend...so aku bedal lah lauk2 sedap tu sume..ade udang galah..siakap...ayam masak lomak haha...sikit org senang lah lagik aku nak balun...mmg sedap ah mkn ari tu...

alif n is dah balik dulu...aku n aznim lepak sampai kol 7.30...tetiap tahun raye aku tak dapat nak borak ngan mak kay...tp kali ni kitorg siap lepak borak ngan mak die...taktau plak yg mak die sporting gak..siap citer pasai keja..interview...pasai boipren..pasai kawin..sume masuk ah...
kire aku balik dr umah kay mmg dah full giler sebab asik mkn je...

p/s: to kay..thanx for the mkn2...ckp ngan ur mum skali...kem salam aku kat putih hehe

2005-03-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

entrance

lauryn hill performing

sis n me

2005-03-23T18:50:00.000+08:00

force of nature

disebabkan kebosanan yg telah teruk melanda sejak aku menganggur ni..aku n akak aku plan nak pi konsert force of nature..walopon tgh kopak pi jelah kan...

sampai2 je kat kat sane...tgh ade red carpet session...ramai lah yg menjerit2 nampak celebrities sume...byk gaklah org aku jumpe..shamseer n gf malay die..pakai seksa lah kan..bak kate akak aku si shamseer ni mmg muke konsert haha..br aku teringat sume konsert yg aku penah pi mesti jumpe die..linkin,incubus n kat sini..pastu jumpe norazlina awang had, adam 8tv n byk ah..

masuk2 je stadium kol 7.30 lauryn hill dah start nyanyi...walopon aku tak brape tau sgt lagu die, show die mmg best ah kan..sore power...pas die msian artistes pon masuk perform starting with innuendo..backup singers v.e n ruffedge..nyanyi dua lagu termasuk belaian jiwa...aku taktau ah sound system ade prob ke tp mmg mlm tu diorg nyanyi hancur sket ah...lepas tu sheila majid sambung dua lagu...n last anuar zain n dayang masuk ramai2 nyanyi lagu zainal abidin...mati2 aku ingat anuar zain nk nyanyi solo..tapi takpelah tu leh tgk lenkali...

rehat kejap pastu boyz II men pon kuar ler...punyer lah havoc...satu stadium sume nyanyi same...tak silap aku diorg nyanyi 6 lagu...performance takyah ckp lah kan...aku tangkap cintan diorg nyanyi...tu aku heran...diorg ber3 perform pon punyerlah energetic n powerful..innuendo siap kene backing ngan 2 groups pon tak menjadik haha...yelah name pon boyz II men kan...pastu diorg give away red roses kat org depan stage tu ah...aku yg jauh kat atas mane ler nak dapek...pastu diorg konon dah nak blah padahal end of the road tak nyanyi lg..so bile nyanyi last song 4 the nite sume pon ngikut same...kali ni diorg ber 3 je yg ade..aku tak dapat identify sape yg tak dtg..ke mmg dah tinggal 3..no idea...

pastu masuklah plak si ruth sahanaya nyanyi dua lagu n then berduet plak ngan eric ex husband halle berry...time ni aku bosan sebab aku dtg bukan nak tgk diorg pon kan haha...
so biler abis je sume ah tepok kuat2 tak sabo nak tunggu artis lain plak...

n then masuk lah plak wyclef jean...aku pon bukannye tau sgt lagu2 dini..yg aku tau pon lagu maria maria tu pon die nyanyi sikit jer kan...tp yg best nye dini pandai attract org..starting dj main sume lagu2 top skang ni...lagu usher ah beyonce ah sume kasik org nari ah sket kan... n then baru die masuk nyanyi...kire time die aku enjoy giler ah sbb pandai buat lawak sume
die kate " i was on the plane for 26 hours..n for that i dont think u should be sitting rite now..get up sing with me"....seingat aku lah time die perform je yg aku bgn n nari same..time org lain aku byk duduk n nyanyi je... pastu bodyguard die kuar on stage...die kate lagi " 50 cent has 50 bodyguards....p.diddy has 150 bodyguards..but wyclef jean has only 1 bodyguard "gelak ah sume org...n then mase die nyanyi lagu slow die suruh ah pasang lampu kalo ade lighter..tp bukan sume ade..so die kate use ur hp...jd sume org pegang hp n sing along...mase tu scenery lawa sgt...last skali die kate jom ah kite reminisce time fugees dulu so lauryn hill masuk balik nyanyi lagu killing me softly..tadik opening die tak nyanyi..sume pon bising ah...

pastu jackie chan ngan michele yeoh masuk...menceceh ckp cine dlm 20 min ade...si yeoh tlg translate kan...aku dh naik bosan...n then hong kong artistes nyanyi..yuniko n nicholas tse kot...pastu jackie chan ngan bini menteri kite mane ntah nyanyi duet..dlm ati aku bini menteri ni sempat gak nak interprem tu...

then baru lah turn bsb nak perform...camelia n soong ai ling yg jd host mase tu...camelia pakai seksa sampai sume ooooooo kat die...biase lah bak kate akak aku kalo dah menjanda ni sure seksa semacam...then bsb pon kuar ah..sume pakai kot n white hat...first song the call
nak jd citer blakang row aku bebudak pompuan skola yg duduk...yarabi dr time lauryn hill sampai skang asik jerit jerk...tapi time bsb extra lah die jerit...sakit telinge aku....bsb nyanyi 10 lagu...die byk nyanyi lagu dr album ke3...album 1st langsung takde...akak aku tensen sbb die tak nyanyi show me the meaning of being lonely haha...bile screen focus kat nick je sume jerit...dlm ati aku ape best nick..dah ler makin tembam plak tu...anyway walopon zaman bsb aku dah takde..aku still hapal lagu2 die..n performance takyah ckp ah kan...diorg nari sume smart ah

time ni dah kol 1.30..aku dah ngantuk giler...b.e.peas tak kuar2 lagik...tunggu punye tunggu kuar lah...sound system dah lah kuat gile walopon aku dok atas...si pompuan tu asik jerit jer dkt mic die...mase diorg perform aku dah ngantuk + lapar (last mkn kol 2ptg) + blur jd aku dah takleh enjoy...so bile abis je terus ah balik..aku plak yg kene drive tu..mate asik nak terpejam je...abis showkol 3 pg

kitorg terus attack kedai mamak...rupenyer kitorg last customer sbb lepas tu ade org dtg die kate kedai dah tutup...aku order rawa thosai akak aku maggi goreng..ingat kan lapa sgt nak ler tambah tapi kedai pon dah nak tutup...so sampai je umah terus bobom sampai lah tengah hari esoknyer heheh

kirenye pade aku worth it lah tiket rm82 yg aku beli ngan konsert mlm tu...bak kate wyclef jean
" even in our place...u can never get to see lauryn hill perform live " walopon xlah minat sgt tp dpt tgk diorg perform ramai2 in a konsert ok ah kan...bukan slalu diorg dtg pon...

gamba yg aku tangkap pon tak ler clear sgt sebab aku dok jauh...tapi aku letak gak ah...

2005-03-13T18:46:00.000+08:00

cuba identify maksud tersirat

2005-03-13T18:22:00.000+08:00

my lovely buddies

im now trying to reminisce everything i've learned thru out my entire studies...doing my multimedia project during my matrix time is one of the unforgetful experience i had....doing multimed thingy is so much fun n less stress if i have to compare it with programming haha...feel bored today n i tried to lay my hands on one of the pics...just a simple one...but i enjoyed it...more coming up i guess as i love to see gg's graphic... g, dr kmm sampai skang ko jd mentor aku yek haha...anyway habislah gamba2 korg aku experiment nanti haha

p/s: seben..thanx 4 the dinner...iju thanx 4 joining..korg jelah yg ade slalu pon nk kuar ngan aku..syg bangetttt sama kamu sume haha

2005-02-23T05:34:00.000+08:00

van helsing fortress dracula

2005-02-23T04:39:00.000+08:00

extra

that day when i was chatting with my frens...aznim asked me why didnt i show them the pics i'd taken during my holiday in us...hehe malas nak upload

this is some sort like a continuation from my last entry dated 6th of may...when i wrote about me n family watching van helsing...

anyway...i had this entry written to talk a lil bit about my visit to universal studios...ingat seben...kalo kite byk duit...one day aku nak pi lg ngan ko plak haha

their new attraction for 2004 is the van helsing fortress dracula as u can see in the pic...n of course i was eager to enter...we had to walk inside the fortress...we came across the exact same things like what we saw in the movie...the vampires, dracula but of course patung aje hehe...quite scary...tp ade pulak die letak satu dua yg betul...last2 jd mcm rumah hantu melaka pulak...ade org pakai werewolf punye lah tinggi n kejar kitorg dlm tu...haha sume cabut lari..they also have the new shrek 4-D n the mummy returns - the roller coaster...laju giler tp best...

ckp pasal rumah hantu melaka...i still remember...my brand new jeans terkoyak kat dlm umah tu..terkejut punyer pasal ade hantu tergantung..last2 terjatuh...hehe

tp mase pi kota sesat...mmg tak sesat..tak syok pulak..sbb ade org tu die volunteer nk tunjuk jalan..siap ckp lg..."oit sesape tak tahu ikut aku...aku tau jln...gerenti tak sesat punyerlah"...dini otai ni...die ni the head of bandana geng hahahah!~

2005-02-23T03:24:00.000+08:00

another hot n boring day..

sometimes it's good to feel bored..coz u tend to do something that interests you...for me...i love cooking...i love to put new recipes on experiment...that's how u can actually improve ur level of cooking...

for today...i decided to cook siakap steam...or the waitress at malee called it siakak stengg..hehe no offence...just hard to figure out what are they referring to sometimes...

had lunch at nenek's house...with her special menu of the day...terung + ikan bilis cili...n my fish of course...nenek puji n approved mine hehe...we usually buy lauk from this one stall...but i got fed up with that makcik's cooking...n of course u know how the lauk tasted like...not up to our taste..that's why i dont mind having 2 dishes for lunch... rather than having so mane lauk but tasteless n of course not ur own cooking...

just imagine how hot it is nowadays...i drove my nenek to kedai...n my two cats sebok nak ikot...so i brought them together...when nenek was buying her things...suddenly i saw both my cats dah semacam...they all nganga mulut n then air liur sume keluar...aku takut ah..n rase maybe sbb panas sgt sampai they all tetibe camtu..maybe nak air...

so i drove back home cepat2...bawak the two of them kat kitchen...n then diorg minum mcm bape tahun dah tak minum air...patutlah they all suke lepak dlm rumah je..sejuk..so i guess the hot weather not only affects us..but also the plants n the animals..

i wonder...are my electric n water bills gonna be slightly higher this month?

2005-02-17T00:56:00.000+08:00

it's getting hot in here

huh....the weather for this couple of days are really hot...even my plants need to be watered many times...my cats seem to have lost their appetite...

the effect can really be felt...even without doing anything...i'll feel tired easily...

solution :
lock myself inside the room
switch on the fan n the air cond...full blast
surf the net or take a nap
maybe i should be doing nelly's song
vcd?

watching the clash of the titans reminds me of the medusa...jgn tgk!!..nanti jd batu hehe

anyway what's ur review bout constantine...my dad said bolehlahhh...that didnt explain much

2005-02-16T02:02:00.000+08:00

gifted

my left eye blinked most of the time...i once asked my nenek about it...n nenek said it's a sign of a bad luck..ada org nk meninggal..that's what the old people used to say...i ignored it..
later that afternoon...nenek told me that datuk( my nenek's uncle yg skarang duduk ngan nenek, whom i call datuk ) punye cucu punye husband passed away...i hope i get it right...

jeng3x...first news of the day...mata pon berenti kelip....

two days after....it started again....then nenek told me anak si polan (neighbour jauh,kenal gitu2 je) passed away..was hit by the train...time tu tgh hi'...he was a drug addict...ketapi kjg ni mmg femes for tempat nak commit suicide...but for his case...he wasn't aware that he was at the railway...2nd news...could be a coincidence..

after that...trip to US...when i was there...it started happening again...who will it be this time i guessed...

got back to m'sia....heard that my dad's uncle passed away...i remember seeing him when i was small...case solved....

n a few more after that...

i consider that as a gift or kalo kite cakap ' dapat alamat '...but of course not a good one... all this while...org yg meninggal tu sume tak rapat...but what if one day i got the same exact sign but the person who is going is someone very close to me....i really hope not...coz i couldn't bear that...wallahualam

2005-02-11T19:11:00.000+08:00

kemalasan melanda

akhirnya gerak jugak blog ni..mule2 ingat aku nak tutup je...tapi biler pk balik..kalo tgh boring tu bleh gak tulis2 ape yg patut...so aku update lah sket skin die..yg lain tu tunggulah biler aku dah rajin nanti...

2004-10-01T02:15:00.000+08:00

boredom

for the past few days..ive been fasting..qada puasa ler...with nothing interesting to be done at home..im proudly announced myself as a full time housekeeper..

bored..sleepy...thirsty..hungry..headache..made me grab the vcds.. i decided to watch kill bill...just bought it...i know it's kinda late but nvm...heard so many good reviews about it...

n yeah i love the movie...my favourite part...the japanese graphics n the scene when uma thurman was fighting with lucy liu...there was a japanese song at the background..a sad but beautiful song..n the scene when she battled with others..chopped their heads, hands, legs..blood splashed all over...reminds me of a cartoon in ujang if im not mistaken...the cartoonist is bawang...alah kartun yg lubang idung die beso tu...coz whenever he tried to picture his cartoon character loses arms or legs...definitely there will be bone pointing out..hehehe

i then watched kill bill vol 2...but i like the 1st one better...

so sleepy...tea time i guess

2004-09-28T18:30:00.000+08:00

two weeks of study leave makes me wonder....am i gonna do earlier revision or just the same thing like i used to...last minute study :)

2004-08-29T01:54:00.000+08:00

kitty

love, hugs n kisses...hope they'll be with me for a long time...

when they were small...3 of them

2 months old

spottie...like an angel

blackie...sleeps a lot

2004-08-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

theatre

venue : akademi pengajian melayu, in the toilet

i was washing my hands...suddenly a girl,

girl : hello....sori ganggu
me : ermm.. ye
girl : u ni malaysian ke singaporean ?
me : erkk..malaysian lah... knape( dgn muke yg berkerut )
girl : u minat konsert tak ?
me : minat gak..tgk ah konsert ape..
girl : bukan...saye dr kolej 10..kami tgh organise satu konsert amal..jd nak promote lah...nanti
duit kutipan kami akan sumbangkan ke badan2 kebajikan..
me : oh okay
girl : yg bagus nya...u x payah byr cash..kalo u nak..kitorang akan terus potong dr akaun
ptptn u..tp kene make sure lah valid...kalo tak kene pay cash lah...tiket harge 30,40,50
tp yg tinggal skang ni 40 n 50 je n potongan dr ptptn sampai rabu ni je...
me : oh... ni lah artis2 die yek ( sambil tgk flyers yg die kasi )...bile konsert ni ?
girl : oh ahad ni 29/8...kalo u berminat u contact lah i..
me : ok u kasi ur hp no. ..mane lah tau i nak ke...
girl : ok thanx yer..ajak lah kawan2 sume...sori lah tego kat toilet
me : takpe2...no hal

pick up line bagus betul minah ni...msian ke sporean...haha mcm xde beza je...mentang2lah budak apm sume berbaju kurung..aku yg asik bersluar jeans ni die ingat sporean..but still acceptable lah gak....ok i was really unaware about the concert that will be held at our DTC...the concert which is called konsert amal sayangku untukmu...will be performed by rabbani, oag, ziana zain, yasin n may...which i dont really fancy..kalo oag tu plak dah slalu dah tgk..siap kene lambai balik yek sarah mase tgk incubus hehe....n a friend of mine said actually the performer for that night will be May...the rest are just the guests artists...lagi lah boring...knowing that malam tu akan jadi mlm rock haha...i salute the voc's powerful range of voice...but to spend 50bux just for that i dont think so...im broke hahah

this week is really tiring...i have to finish up my batik...from colouring, fixing n boiling...i done the fixing part n tomorrow gotta go for boiling...not just that...i have to attend a theatre ' tengku kudin '...by um students from pusat kebudayaan...at 8pm...Raja Nazrin's gonna be there for the opening night...fewittttt...actually it's a must for all the drama n media students....which is my elective subject...becoz 2 out of 4 questions for final exam are based on the theatre...so cant miss it...luckily i have Is with me...hopefully the theatre is worth watching ...

2004-08-18T01:20:00.000+08:00

ngantuk nyer

dah lame sgt aku x update blog ni..so smalam aku terajin nak tuka layout die...tapi story lom update lagik..mlm nanti ah..ngantuk nye nak titon :)

2004-07-07T11:07:00.000+08:00

The end of demam bola and a beginning of demam kuliah

Finally the Euro2004 has ended..credits to Greece..a team which has lesser attention by viewers compare to the others but then strike to their best and won the title..since it started..i missed watching only 2-3 games..for my bedtime is no longer
1-2am..it is now 2-4am..n i acted as a reporter every subuh to my dad...love watching ball talk..kelakar lah..they invited two guests every night to the show..n they had to be the goalkeeper of the virtual goal..the virtual penalty kicks are made via the sms by the viewers..alah yg macam kat petrosains tu..hehe tergelak tgk afdlin shauki jd keeper hari tu..

my U reopened last two weeks..i have 10 credit hours left..n i picked classes only on monday n wednesday..starting from 9am to 5pm..very tiring..but only 2 days n the rest i can stay home with my kittens hehe..

last monday was my 2nd class of seni reka batik..most of my friends asked me why did i choose batik for my ko-k..hehe coz that's the only class from 3-5pm..i would love to take any of the martial arts but the classes are mostly from 5-7pm,8-10pm...susah lah nak balik coz jam..so about this batik..my lecturer's name is george pereira..he's an indian..punyelah lawak..siap nak buat jamuan perpisahan lah apelah padahal class baru je nak start..n then hari isnin tu punyer lah ujan lebat..so die demo mcm mane nak canting dlm bilik je..patutnye kat luar..kat taman bunga hehe..n then die nak tunggu jugak ujan reda sebab die nak ajak kite sume begamba..not only for kenangan..but it's easier for him to check out his students..he said give me a call if u are absent n describe kat die kite yg mane satu dlm photo tu haha mcm ape ntah..so mase ujan tgh still rintik2..kitorg begamba ramai2..siap ngan tripod sume lah..haha aku dah buat ramai kawan dah kat batik ni..ngan sume org aku bercerite so takdelah bosan sgt..n im really looking forward to this class..tak saba nye nak try bakat buat batik..next week mule canting haha..

ok then i got a class at 12pm..ni blog dr lab tau..korg nye pasal aku update hehe ta!~

2004-06-27T01:21:00.000+08:00

a treat

finally, im in the mood to update my blog..more than a month i've been enjoying myself at home or in other words..i didnt socialize at all..only then i got a wake up call from my friends..hehe

my parents suddenly felt like taking us all to jw marriot for makan2..coz they got bonus this time..after 3 years br dapat..i ordered lasagne..sebab tibe2 je teringat mase me,sarah,aznim n friends went to red cafe long time ago..aku nak order nasi goreng kampung..then aznim kate "ko ni ida,pegi tempat mahal2 camni makan ah yg best2 sket,ade ke n.goreng kampung..tu kedai mamak pon dapat"..haha i laughed to myself..betui gak tu,so at last i ended up eating steak..sume aznim nyer pasal haha..after that we walked to sungei wang..shopping sket2..n then kitorang masuk satu kedai ni..my dad was so interested with the portable dvd player..my mum plak beriye nak beli digital camera sebab kitorang pon takde lg..so at last kitorg belilah digital camera..dvd player tu my dad kate some other time..n i was given the responsibility to look after it..so there goes my saturday..dah lame x jalan2 area bukit bintang best plak..eh korang,bile kite nak try naik roller coaster kat times square...dah lame lah tak hangout together kan..oklah have to stay up for sweden n holland match..go sweden!~

p/s: testing gamba sat..oit sarah,hang dah beli ke camera lomo hang tu..kasik experiment ah sket

2004-05-21T01:56:00.000+08:00

in loving memory of shiro

for the past few days,i dont feel well coz i kept thinking about my cats...i dont have any interesting stories to tell coz im not socializing during my semester break..it's not easy for me to just forget about it,i love them so much n they were like part of the family..every angle in this house reminds me of her..usually after i woke up i will wash the toilet from shiro's pupu..yeah now i dont have to do it anymore,but knowing i dont have to wash the toilet because shiro is no longer with me made me cry..maybe it'll take some time for me to recover..since shiro ill,i was the one who took care of her..seeing her not eating,vomiting everytime i fed her made me so sad..furthermore,when i found her lying helplessly that tuesday morning..i took her to the vet the day before,the dr. asked us to keep her really warm,but i think that's just not enough..she became a mother at the age of 7-8 months..which is a young age for a cat,at least must be 1 year old..n that is one of the factor why she was so weak after giving birth..the memories are still fresh in my mind..remember how i met her when me n my sisters were cleaning our front house from the sand during raye nite..manja towards my frens during my OH..the one that i could recall,sitting on ferris n lan's lap. We buried her next to e.t..luckily i have some pictures of them taken with my webcam..i guess that's the only way for me to relieve myself...another bad news..blackie n spottie were infected by shiro..it scared me a lot coz i already lost e.t..took them to the vet..the dr.gave antibiotic..they still small n dont know that their mother had left them all..they sometimes searched the house for their mother..i have to feed them with milk everyday..that is the saddest moment of all..hope they could make it through..luckily we have a neighbour which is a cat lover to watch them for us while we are away...she couldnt give birth..so that's why she loves cat very much..as if like they were hers..i am so relieved when she agreed to take care of them..i prayed for them to get better each day n when i'm back i want to see them jumping around...i already missed them..hope this holiday will ease my mind n heal my sadness...istanbul,here i come!~

p/s: send my regards to nad n our friends if u guys happen to go to her sis's wedding this saturday

2004-05-17T00:41:00.000+08:00

movie marathon

ayah aku pi tgk troy show kol 3.15..die ajak skali tp aku kate aku kene qada tido sat sebab brape ari aku penat menjaga kucing...petang mak busu aku dtg umah n borak2 last terbukak citer..ayah aku kate mlm ni kajang ade midnite show phsm kol 11.30...dgn mak busu aku skali nak ikut bawak anak2 die..haha best ah plak...so aku n akak aku nak tgk troy nyer show kol 8.45 n then 11.30 str8 phsm...kitorang mmg lambat tido pon so takkan ngantuk nyelah...

aku n akak aku pi tgk troy...half full...beli skali 8 tiket for phsm...aku sgt cair tgk brad pitt...dlm legends of the fall,interview with the vampire n troy mmg aku cair...aku suke tgk die rambut pjg..n aku jeles kat shaliza sebab die tgk kat uk n tak censored...kat sini byk cut..hishhh..body die haha...terbanting ah orlando bloom ngan die...dlm troy pon die mcm prince pondan..even luar filem pon he's not that interesting..eric bana lagik smart...tp kalo nak compare aku rase troy is not as good as gladiator n braveheart...tatau ape tp something missing yg buat aku tak bleh nak feel sgt mcm aku tgk dua cerite tu..maybe plot citer die tak kuat sgt..but anyway,i enjoyed watching the movie n it's a must-see movie...

troy from 8.45-11.15...kluar je dr wyg aku dah nampak family aku sume...tinggal 15min jerk lg...giler ramai seh org nak tgk phsm...ramai2 ah syok biar kalo menjerit tu meriah sket..haha..aku sempat pi toilet sat..masuk berebut2...n aku dpt seat cantiknyer tgh2...seperti biase lah crowd agak bising...baru start kluar name dah diorg mengilai cam ponti...blum lagik kuar ponti nyer...tp kire best ah..biler jerit sume jerit..biler gelak sume gelak...citer ni byk gak part lawak die..tgk muke afdlin jd tukang nak paku ponti pon dah gelak dah..rosyam nor pon klaka gak..tp aku agak dissapointed...byk sgt cut...maybe scene tu tak lepas penapisan..n diorg pon dah ikut style2 citer antu korean asik flashback...lepas tu ade part yg buat kiter boring sket...hantu die bleh ah tahan real tp disebabkan terlalu byk imagination sume org dah bosan...aku paham..kan pihak perfileman kate kalo nak buat cerite hantu kat malaysia ni boleh..tp mesti relate kan dgn mimpi atau khayalan at last...spy org takkan pk hantu tu betul...jd to be exact aku ingat ponti tu dtg ke dunia moden ni nak balas dendam..tp sebenarnyer si marsani yg imagine all those things sebab die rase bersalah die yg buat meriam mati...so kirenyer his past haunts him lah..ade part yg mmg scary..n ade part2 yg kurang paham n blur sebab sumenyer related to imagination...jd kirenyer kalo nak tgk phsm ni kene pk sket ah...sampai mase dah kluar wayang aku denga ramai org kate bosan ah,baik tido umah ah...aku xde ah kate bosan..tp bleh make it more interesting n jgn asik imaginasi jerk...aku harap lembaga perfileman kiter pon open ah sket..bole buat citer hantu but must be related to mimpi or imagination?? jd terbatas ah kreativiti nk wat filem...tp aku suke maya karin...die mmg suit for that character..die natural beauty...dulu shuhaimi nak amik erra..erra reject..elok ah tu..aku dah bosan asik2 erra n rase maya lagik kene part ni..ida nerina pon berjaya jd si pekak...n theme song phsm by misha pon best..aku suke hahaha..so pegi lah tgk korang

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saturday morning

sebab tak puas ati we decided to take shiro to private vet..disebabkan kajang pon xde last2 kitorang end up kat sec.14 pj..dr.dillon..sume org kat situ tego kenape shiro kurus sgt n sakit...n sume kate comel nyer 2 anak die yg tinggal ni...dr. kate shiro aku ade liver prob..tu sebab badan die sume dah kuning..aku kesian kat die..kene masuk air sume..n dr. tu suruh aku dtg lagik isnin ni..sebab die kate shiro agak teruk..kitorang tak kisah asalkan shiro elok balik...even mase die pregnant pon die active n lompat sane sini...yg aku lebih kesian is anak2 die yg nak minum susu shiro tp dr. suruh kasi susu tepong dulu sebab shiro sgt lemah..kalo menyusu nanti die lose energy...

E.T dalam kenangan

anak shiro yg sulung baru je mati ari jumaat lepas..n hari tu jugak shiro sakit kuat..jd die tak jengok anak die n bagik susu...aku tgk e.t lemah jerk jadik sambil tgk thomas cup aku suapkan die susu...die minum susu sket2..tp tak sangka lh tu the last time aku tgk die idop..die ade prob mate..tp hari tu mata die berair byk mcm nak buta jerk..jd aku dah tak sedap hati..pukul 2 aku letak sume kittens tido tp e.t sorang jerk yg sgt lembik...aku dah risau dah gak...tp sume mcm ingat shiro yg couldnt make it..bunyi je hp aku time subuh..aku lari turun bwh..aku cek shiro masih bernafas..tp biler pegang e.t die kaku jerk...aku terus nangis kat situ gak..mak,adik aku pon skali..yelah die baby..walopon br 3 weeks aku syg die giler..n die nyer kaler bulu unik sgt..

pagi kol 9 aku kejut akak aku nak bwk shiro pi vet..pastu akak aku taktau citer..die bercerite pasal e.t..die kate feris kate kalo kucing sakit mate salu tak last long..aku kate patut lah 2-3 hari ni mate die teruk...terus aku ajak akak aku tgk e.t..akak aku mcm pelik...akak aku tanye..kenape pulak ko balut die ngan kain mcm tu?..pastu aku jawab..takpelah..sian die..biar lah balut die ngan kain..nanti lepas balik dr vet..kite tanam lah die..tibe2 akak aku automatic nangis..die dah mati ke?...aku pon nangis skali..sian sgt..e.t kecik lagik...bwk shiro pi vet gomen...aku tak puas hati diorg tak ckp ape sakit shiro..just inject die je..die still sakit jugak nampak nyer..balik aku tanam shiro kat blakang...aku dah balut die..tp setiap kali nak letak die kat lubang tu aku bukak balik kain tu aku cium die lagik..pastu bile aku dah letak..tgh kambus..mak cik teh sidai baju kat luar..die tanye..ape tu nina?..terus aku nangis lg depan die..aku kate anak shiro mati..anak shiro anak kucing die gak rio...n aku citer sume bende..die kate rio pon tgh sakit kuat..tatau lah musim ke or diorg 2 rindu each other sampai sakit...e.t adalah kucing ke-4 jagaan aku yg mati sejak aku mule bela kucing mase skola rendah.. angel,tom,jerry n e.t .... i miss u all

2004-05-08T01:54:00.000+08:00

engagement

finished doing all the hantaran at 5pm...done by me..mak anjang..n my mum..so happy everything has been completed...later at night two of my uncles came by to have a look at our preparation...especially my uncle iwan...i have to be the photographer for the night and took some pictures of him with the hantaran...as we know...on engagement day...only the girl needs to be there...unlike edry kru n his wife during their engagement....haha...they acted like they had just gone thru nikah session....the plan at first was to bring along my uncle to kuantan...just to pay a visit to her family n maybe he can come by after the event but then he has to do his dialysis...so tomorrow 4 of us..with other relatives will be going to kuantan early in the morning...my sis couldnt follow bcoz she has a final exam to attend to...we'll be spending the night there..maybe 1 or 2...havent visited kuantan before...let see what kuantan has to offer...sarah WINK! WINK! and the pics taken are not that clear coz i took them using my videocam...wait till i have my own digital camera hehe...so see ya in 2 days time...

2004-05-07T02:38:00.000+08:00

i came across some pics when i was checking on my videocam 2 days ago... those were the pics that i've taken years ago...i forgot about it...now i can make use of my fotopages...

2004-05-07T01:14:00.000+08:00

mum's birthday

we just got back from watching van helsing...the crowd was ok...the house was half full...i must say the story was great..i really enjoyed every scene in the movie...especially when the vampires attacking..they were all beautiful vampires...not to forget the hero...hugh jackman...i like his acting...his character n his voice hahaha...i even saw faramir..he played as a monk..van helsing's friend...he was way shorter than jackman...i think what makes the story impressive were bcoz of the storyline...the visual effects..n the actions...i listed it as a must-see story.

btw dayah..i'm sorry for not waiting 4 u to see the movie together..i couldnt refuse my mum's request on her birthday...yes 6th of may is the date...she brought home a lot of presents from her colleague...we got her a nice pair of sunglasses..that's what she wanted...at night we went to the cinema...n that's all...maybe going to celebrate this weekend...

2004-05-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

result

i got my result last wednesday..my sis came up to me n said...i got a present for u...it was 10am...i was still in bed..at that time i answered.. ape..taik?...meaning taik kucing that i have to get rid everyday..me n my dad jerk yg sanggup nak buat...yg lain xleh harap...my sis said..bukanlah..nah from UM...i was excited that i opened it str8away...i already knew my result except for one subject..so i dont really know my exact pointer for last sem...n i was happy...it was the 2nd highest pointer i've ever had thru my entire studies in UM...i was kinda regret coz i got all the good pointers in my final year...it was my fault though for not studying hard at first..but i guess i just have to bare with it...i have another 10 credit hours to finish in this coming sem..no killer subjects..so i must score on this one

my uncle..my dad's lil bro..is going to get engaged next weekend...n we have to go to kuantan for that...spend a night or two..kinda bz rite now coz i volunteered to do the hantaran with alasan dok umah bosan xde bende nak buat...nowadays it's quite expensive if we were to hire someone..50 bux per hantaran kalo kat kjg...so better to do it ourselves...coz sume bende dah ade n bole beli..riben..casing sume siap...tp taktau ah ape jadik nanti hantaran uncle aku sbb aku yg buat...saje nak test skill...time aku nanti kalo nak suruh org bole lah tp bile pk2 balik..best lah buat sendri coz sume bole gune idea kiter...

tomorrow we'll have a simple birthday party for iya...n a family gathering of course...hafta clean up my room then... n kay...ur request has been fulfilled.

2004-04-26T00:48:00.000+08:00

sunday

today is iya's sports day...awal lg die dh bgn sbb masuk 2 acara..200m individual n 4x200m..she's in yellow group..i was supposed to go and watch her..but then sakit perut menyerangku n my mum pon dah left..mls lah plak nak drive sorg2 tgh sakit perut ni...minyak kwan loong jeler jwb nyer...so i did call my mum n ask her to say good luck to iya...iya lost the 200m individual but then won the 1st for 4x200...i congratulated her back at home...n she said she might not win if it wasnt for her last runner who ran so fast until she could catch up from 3rd place to 1st...anyway i said it was a good teamwork n should thank everybody 4 that...both my parents n naz went to a wedding in the afternoon...it was naz fren's wedding..her fren happened to know my parents...me n iya stayed at home...masakkan die french toast coz die lapar n taknak mkn nasik..later i watched the lion king on disney channel..it is one of my all time fav.cartoon..sedihnyer part bapak simba,mufassa mati...pas2 for dinner kitorang mkn pizza hut..delivery jerk...adik aku lah beriye kempunan...yelah2 kasik ah can budak baru abis tenage lari ni mkn haha...n then my dad asked me to kopek open the durian..die nak makan dgn nasik lah plak...skali durian tu agak lembik sket so mak aku nak buat bubur je ah esok...kalo durian dr ladang my uncle tu yg sedap...bukak2 jerk sure kucing tido nyer...tp oklah gak so mkn je ler...aku agak tensen jage si shiro bape ari ni..die dah pandai plak nak transfer anak die kat tempat gelap2..n senyap haha...ade skali tu die letak bawah katil aku..katil aku tu ade satu lagik katil bawah die..so kecikkk sgt ruang die...sian anak die mcm x napas je..kalo aku x nampak gamaknyer abis ler tu...pastu under my mom's bed..pantang je kalo pintu bilik terbukak nanti die transfer ah haha kelakar ler plak..tu lah keje aku kat umah skang ni..n aku dah identified 2 betine 1 jantan tp kay kate kecik lagik takkan ler dah leh cek..tp seriously mmg dah nampak dah bende2 yg patut haha..ok ah nak pi layan tv plak

2004-04-21T23:21:00.000+08:00

aku dah jadik auntie..

aku sgt gumbiraaa...shiro dah slamat melahirkan 3 baby yg sgt cute...mmg lah hepi tp at first scary gak ah..tadik aku lepak umah je ngan sis aku..pastu iya balik skola n die suruh aku anta die pi latihan sukan kol 4..so kitorg ber3 kuar..anta iya kat skool...pi cuci gamba jap n then mkn cendol kat bukit mewah sebab akak aku kempunan sgt dah lame gerai cendol tu tutup..bla bla dah satu jam n terus fetch iya from skool...nk jd citer mase balik..tgk si shiro blakang die basah..nak kate kencing..tapi mcm basah berlendir plak n merah2 sket..aku dah takut gak n aku kate ntah2 air ketuban die dah pecah tak..haha tak sure kucing ade air ketuban ke tak...n aku tgk die nyer tut dah mcm terbukak sket..so aku lap die n then bagik mkn tapi die langsung xnak...die ikut aku naik atas n lepak atas katil akak aku...die mcm tak senang duduk je...n aku kate ntah2 sat lagik die branak...lepas die dah ok sket sebab aku ngantuk sgt aku n akak aku tido...letak shiro kat bawah n suruh adik aku tgk kalo2 die mmg dah nak branak nanti sound kat aku...skali kol 6.30 mak aku balik..iya citer ah kat mak aku...so mak aku kate jgn biarkn die lepak bawah kerusi...so letak lah die kat dlm bakul..siap lapik kain n suratkhabar..sib baik aku dah bersihkan bakul tu...aku plak dgr adik aku jerit terus aku turun..macam bgn terkejut plak hehe...skali biler aku turun tgk mak aku usap kepale die...die sgt letih n termengah2..benafas mcm style anjing plak...skali bape minit jerk nampak dah kepale anak die kuar...mak aku kate org blum kawin x elok tgk coz nanti die plak takut nk kawin n beranak sume..harap2 tak ler terkena kat aku..eh takkan ler aku taknak tgk die beranak..at least aku ade sebelah die usap2kan die...die mcm rase secured ah sket...lgpon aku bukan tgk dr mula sampai abis..tgk2 gitu jerk...1st baby kluar 6.45pm..2nd one 7.45pm..sejam die sakit..sian...sib baik kay dah crite yg kucing mkn uri die sendri..aku mane ler tau..kalo tak kang culture shock plak hehe...pas tu aku pi mkn ngan nenek aku..skali mak aku tepon aku...mak aku crite tadik die pi bilik stor nak carik bende..skali die dgr bunyi sayup2 gitu...mak aku dah takut ingatkan tikus besar..so mak aku panggil sume org..skali biler cek ternampak satu lagik baby shiro kat atas plastik itam sebelah washing machine...dah ler die pon sume nyer hitam...kecik jerk...sib baik ler nampak kalo tak mati plak die nanti...so i have a feeling shiro dah branak yg pertama mase die lenjun mula2 tu..cume aku yg tak terpk..yolah mak mane ler tau kan...ingatkn air ketuban ke ape...so 2 baby kaler full black mcm ayah die...yg satu mcm kaler shiro..tapi sume ekor pjg ikut ayah die n hopefully bulu pon ikut ayah die lah kan...tgk pd saiz plak rase nyer 2 jantan satu betine...taktaulah plak nanti mlm ade terkluar lagik satu baby plak kang...tapi alhamdulillah kitorang sume hepi die dah branak.. takut kang kalo lame lagik nanti susah kalo kitorg ade hal nak kuar mane2...bak kate nenek aku sian shiro..die takleh tgk time branak nanti sedih..aku pon sedih gak...shiro mcm underage jerk hehehe...tp ape nak buat...dah rezeki takpe lah kan...lagik satu petua dr nenek aku..bak kate org2 tua binatang paling senang nk branak is kucing..so kalo nanti kite tgh mengandung...ambik satu mangkuk air..kasik kucing betina minum sket air tu..pastu the rest kite minum...nanti kite pon senang branak mcm kucing haha..tatau lah betui ke idak...nenek aku kate die penah try...ni petua saje...jgn ingat biler buat gerenti senang n kalo tak buat susah plak nak branak...ape2 pon kene ingat dgn izinNYa lah br menjadik sume nyer hehe

i was wondering..korang sume dah tgk ker hellboy...kalo ikutkan aku...aku tak recommend ah korg tgk..citer die a bit slow...same gak mcm film comic yg lain..spawn n x-men yg aku expect patutnyer best tapi agak kureng sket..tatau ah mane silap nyer..byk gak action..tp taktau ah lack of ape...yg hellboy ni comedy pon yer gak..or maybe coz no attraction at all..actor die ron perlman yg aku sendri dah lupe film ape yg die penah main..yg aku ingat blade II..die pon dah tua 50++..bak kate sarah smalam biler aku citer..die rase film tu macam citer murahan jerk haha...well,u have to see it for urself then..n aku include kat sini gamba the actor behind the face of hellboy..sbb aku pon mule2 xde clue who is ron perlman...kalo tak tgk citer ni pon tak rugi...stakat nak release tension boleh ah...furthermore,byk lg citer best coming up...

ron perlman

2004-04-18T04:32:00.000+08:00

new skin is up...spent the whole night doing this...not in da mood to chat...downloaded some songs for my sis..she even asked me to burn it into cds..a present for his bf upcoming birthday i guess...among the songs were from boyz II men..havent heard of them for quite a while...so last night i was really into hearing their songs...i'm not sure bout this..but i heard rumours saying that they gonna come to m'sia this year...it's not impossible rite..even black eyed peas gonna show up...hope there'll be more to come hehe

2004-04-08T14:00:00.000+08:00

it's true...living ur life without no excitement for da whole 3 months is a suffer...but what else to do coz i dont even plan of working..so i guess i must have to cope with all that..i can say im a full time maid now..hehe nothing interesting to talk about except for my trip to china..it was preety nice as what i expected

it was a 3 days n 2 nights stay...only the two of us..my mum n i..yeah rite..we still have to save some money coz in a year only one foc ticket is applicable for each of us..so foc ticket we'll keep it for later trip...we only have to pay 10% of the full price tickets...so quite okay rite..that's why i think of getting myself a job too in MAS..easy 4 me to travel next time..we departed at 8.45am on 26/3... arrived in about 5 1/2 hrs later...went together with my mum's frens..auntie ani brought her sis along...auntie banun brought her 17yrs old son..and auntie yati with her 15yrs old daughter...so all together..there were 8 of us...me n my mum were in the same group with auntie ani...so we did the shopping together..while the other 4 went on their own...but we still managed to encounter each other for the places we visited were the same...we got a bigger van though...

Day 1 we got into the van and headed to Ya Baulu..we didnt go str8 to the hotel..mum said we got some shopping to do...we got a female driver..they 1st thing she did when we got into the van was to play us some music..i didnt realise at at the beginning but then i said "eh mcm penah dgr je lagu ni"..n what a surprise..i was right..she played ting ting from noraniza idris haha..she kep on saying good da..good da..we then said among ourselves.."die ni mentang2 kiter malaysian pasang lagu artis kite,mcm lah kiter minat na noraniza idris tu"..haha for few hours the songs keep on playing until at one point we asked her to stop..haha..she said the malaysian ambassador gave her the cassette..haha sakit aku denga lagu n.idris lame2..tak pasal2 satu album tu dah abis dgr..so the first stop was in Ya Baulu..i dont think i get it rite...Ya Baulu is a place for the mothers..just name it...comforter,cushion cover, scarf,table cloth,table runner and all... the quality is good and mostly are hand made..everything was nice as everyone knows most of the things are from china..n then at 4pm..we headed to the hotel...it was a 3 star hotel..quite nice though..yeah we went there not for holiday..it was more to business so i guess everything that we wanna spend on got to be considered...the prob when u go to china...is the food..it's quite hard to find halal food here..unless if u join the tour...we brought a bag full of foods..curry brahim is a must hehe...my mum cooked ayam rendang,sambal ikan bilis n rice from m'sia just for that...mum's fren lagi teruk..siap bwk ikan kembung masak kicap dlm plastik haha..klaka betul..die masak byk sangat so die kasi kitorang sikit...luckily at the airport,they didnt bother to check our bags...china is not as strict as in australia n new zealand where u have to declare ur things..especially food stuff... i remembered once when we went to brisbane..we went to the green lane if im not mistaken to declare our goods...this guy..an indian..but with australian accent..so annoying..he asked my dad..what do u have in ur bag,sir?..my dad replied.."food..can food "...n then he checked open the beg.."u said u only have can food...but this one i found here is a packet food" hate that guy..attitude prob betul..with his intonation n his face..i said to myself "eee,keling ni nak kene ni" understood ah...kate dah nak check bag tu so my dad ckp jelah can food, x terpk plak nak kate packet food...n i saw yg mat saleh lain sume frenly towards the ppl...si keling ni jerk sakit sket haha...however the food that we brought was ok..so not even one being dumped inside the bin...back to my story..day 1 was not that tiring..i shall continue the story in my next entry..gtg n feed shiro

2004-04-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

today,i spent the whole day at home..not knowing what to do...i decided to wash the clothes..its actually my sis's duty..not to say only her duty..but she used to do that..n then i tried to be more caring towards my mum's plants...put the baja,siram n all...rain started to fall at 4.30...oh that cant be good..im sure my parking space will be all dirty with rain water n mud....
latest news about my cat..shiro..i will refer to it as she...she's not suci anymore...haha i have failed to protect her from the outside world...try to lock her up in the house all day long just becoz she is still small...n i dont really know when was the time that my jiran's cat ..a he..noticed her for the 1st time..n started to be so loving to me..asik manje2 n all..dulu nak pegang pon taknak...rupenyer2 mcm tau je kiter ni bakal mertua die haha...her perot started to boroi end of last month..n at that time..we all tried to relieve ourselves...my dad said she's not pregnant..n i said maybe yes by just looking at her perot....n turn out to be..the day i came back from china..i was shocked to see her perot so besar..in fact i was just away for 3 days..i remember saying this to her...alah sian nyer kecik2 dah kene jadik mak..haha..n the best part is...her husband, i name him here as R, R is so caring n always try to get into my house to pay her a visit...he's not like the other cats...he knew..he's responsible for making her pregnant hahah..romantic lah pulak..but still we kinda prohibited them from seeing each other..just through the sliding door..with both of them looking at each others eyes...haha kejam nya aku..n to ana,yayai n jizni..if u read this..i just wanna say that im preety sure they did it on the day u guys spent the night in my house..the day shiro sounded differently...rakus gitu n knocked down my mum's vase haha...im sure u all remember...the best part..R is a persian..my cat is a cute version of kucing paria that i found during raya nite..n i guess their babies will be so damn cute..kalau baby die banyak maybe i hafta give away...i think if shiro can talk..she maybe wanna say..stop bullying me! as for me n iya love to sakat her a lot..skarang..dgn perot memboyot lagik lah teruk kene sakat..muke kecik tibe2 badan boyak haha padan muke...by the way this is my shiro..it's not her latest pic though

2004-03-26T01:59:00.000+08:00

taktau nak merapu ape skang ni..tp tadik mmg aku penat giler disebabkan adik aku yg sgt lah aktif represent skool in choral speaking..teringat time aku darjah 6 wat choral speaking pasal 'cock robin'..sian cock robin tu mati at last..disebabkan kepandaian adik aku..die pi volunteer kat cikgu die kate akak saye free esok bole anta kat sek ren sri sekamat which is where the competition was held..so kene ah aku bgn pagi n pegi skola convent..pastu 3 lg member iya naik keta aku n off we went..sbb convent tak sewa bus so kene ahh tumpang keta cikgu lah parents lah nak bwk 30 students pi sane..termasuk ler keta aku haha...so mase sampai sane..bebudak laki prefect kenit2 jerk greet aku n ckp cikgu..cikgu park kat padang tau...ceh terase plak aku mcm cikgu pelatih haha..dah anta adik aku aku pon blah...n then around 12 aku jemput die balik..pastu kol 2 anta akak aku pi komuter..die nak pi klas..ayah aku outstation so akak aku takde keta jd aku ahh kene hanta n fetch die..pas tu balik umah aku terjelepok tido sampai petang..sian plak semalam aku tensen ngan adik aku sebab pandai2 volunteer nak pi hanta students sume...rase besalah pon ade sbb die sronok sgt..patutnyer aku ni supportive ah sket..tp sume sebab gara2 aku penat semalamnyer..n as i expected, convent won the 1st prize..nanti represent daerah pulak...i congratulated my sis n pasal sronok sgt, pjg die bercerite pasal die menang...aku pon join same..yelah kat sape pon die nak bercerite..lagi pon die paling rapat ngan aku..die slalu dgr ckp aku n x pnh berenggang ah ngan aku..kirenyer adik aku n kucing aku shiro le buah hati pengarang jantung aku skang ni..
becakap pasal penat semalamnyer tu..mane tak penat..the day b4 aku kuar ngan dayah..patut ngan sarah skali tp die ade hal...aku pi um dulu nak amik confirmation letter pastu jumpe dayah around 2.30..pi lunch pastu ingat nak main bowling jerk..skali dayah ajak tgk buli walopon die dah tgk..siap kate ngan aku.."ko jgn gelak kuat2 sgt tau"..last2 aku yg rilex..dayah yg pecah perut ketawa dlm wyg..mauhahaks..kire nyer buli ni ok ah gak..setakat nak lepas tensen tgk citer ni orite ah tu..klaka tgk afdlin uli perut die yg berlemak tu haha...mase tu dah kol 6.30 tp sempat gak main bowling....dayah sgt teruk sebab die kalahkan aku giler babi 160-87..nearly half okayyy...tu ah lain kali xnak ahh aku celen org yg dah penah masuk bowling tournament ni..tak aci ahh aku amateur..dayah tu pro..pastu ade ati lagik kate nasib je aku menang..porah haha takpe dayah nanti kiter celen lagik hehe
lepas balik tu...aku chat ngan seben,kay n aznim pasal nk discuss about holiday sume..my mum plak penat sgt sampai suruh aku tolong abiskan homework die..calculate amount of flight destinations..sian punyer pasal n sambil aku chat sume last2 aku tido kol 4.30..pastu kol 6.45 dah bgn nak anta iya..tu ler penat + x cukup tido.. tadik plak aku penat packing barang coz me n my mum will be going to china..bape jam je lg tinggal n the flight is at 8.30am..kalo tak my mum je pi sorg..tp sebab kalo aku ikut bleh dpt extra 20 kgs for barang yg beli kat sane..jd aku pon ikut ler sbb aku pon kan tgh cuti..bosan takde keje nak wat..so baik ikut sbb aku pon lum penah pi china..hehe..ish aku pon dah ngantuk ni..nampaknye lambat lagi ah br dapat update blog ni..tu pon kalo ade cerite yg nak aku tulis ah..ok then..zzzzzzz

2004-03-21T04:13:00.000+08:00

new layout for the blog..pretty tired spending most of my time today in front of the pc..update more later

2004-02-15T03:54:00.000+08:00

i meant " eventhough we have taught him so many times.."in my previous entry...arghhh gotta catch up with my thesis...thanx to my dear fren jizni.. she offered to spend a night at my house and help me do the programming thing...at least 2 brains worked better rather than mine alone...n i'll be having my first final paper on 27 feb...after this definitely im going 4 a vacation :p

2004-02-15T02:51:00.000+08:00

Reading shaz's blog about her, apoligizing to her dear dad reminds me of one story of my own..unfortunately it was not a misunderstanding situation…it was clearly my fault…it happened one fine morning around 7 am…when my dad asked me to print for him his letter that he typed yesterday…I was in a really good sleep and got mad when someone just wake me up like that…so i on the pc..keyed in the password n asked my dad to print himself…I crawled myself back under the thick blanket of mine n try to continue my dream…fyi my dad is not into the technology at all n knows only how to type n save the document…other things we have to help him..n then he started asking me why the paper didn’t come out…whats wrong with our printer..is it on? I got fed up n then I started to print for him but without my 100% will…n then I grumbled all the way…lastly when i finished, I gave it to my dad..n i said “ ish..nak sambung tido balik lah..kaco jerk pepagi..nape x suruh print semalam “ (u know how i sounded like) , my dad then replied “ apelah ko ni, abah nak suruh ko tolong sikit pon tak boleh “ with quite a sad intonation…..suddenly I felt my heart dropped..i was so touched…i felt so guilty, but I just pretend it was nothing n try to sleep…..just after that I couldn’t sleep at all...usually I didn’t take it seriously but I dont know why..i kept asking myself..what have I been doing for my dad lately?..not really..i was so bz with my own work until sometimes I hardly spoke to my dad…n i know he has a lot of problem rite now but he doesn’t want us all to feel the burden… n why must I behaved like such a rude person…yeah I felt tears in my eyes…I started to remember how close we were when I was small..he used to carry me on his shoulder, he stood up for me everytime..always there to fetch me from school when I was in form 2 whereas he’s suffering at that time, n i got mad coz no one to fetch me home the next day without knowing my dad was admitted to the hospital to undergo a liver operation immediately…he’s struggling with his life..oh how guilty I am… now it seems that our bond is not tight anymore…n im having a prob to say sorry..even if I were the one who made a mistake..coz we know sorry is the hardest word…not forgetting my ego is one of the factor..but now I’m learning to say sorry to people if I really at fault…what must u lose..what happened next? both my parents already went to work..so i sent him a sms…saying that “ I was so sorry 4 hurting u this morning…forgive me abah..” I cried when I typed the msg and I even cried when I was writing this entry…yeah I can be emotional at times ..when it involves my loved ones especially my family…my dad didn’t reply coz he only knew how to see the inbox msgs but not to reply them eventhough we have thought him so many times..but guess what..he finally got home with a smile n started a conversation with me first, I was so relieved..n from there i knew he already got the msg…* that was the 1st time ive talked to u like that…it was not the real me..i didn’t do it on purpose…sorry abah *

2004-01-31T00:27:00.000+08:00

i should be continuing my unfinished work today..but guess what...ma siblings n i went to watch kuliah cinta..haha..i know i said b4 that i'll not spend my money on malay movie unless it's really good...but i dont know why..maybe 4 the sake of seeing kamala in the movie..yeah kamala appeared in two scenes...i laughed out loud..but i couldnt see her face coz they shot her from behind....n i could feel she'd been MAINTAINING herself hahah..however i think it's worth the money being paid..50 bux..kalo setakat jalan mcm tu even i will volunteer...haha..x sangke my fren dah jd filmstar...fyi the one i've been waiting for is puteri gunung ledang..i've seen the trailer n thought that it has a nice cinematography..but i do hope the storyline will be good n not disappointing...coz i've experienced a lot of movies which have good publicity at first but ended up not interesting as i expected it to be....example..."the league of extraordinary gentlemen"..the storyline is a bit slow n lack of actions...same goes to "x-men"..the cast should be wearing the same attire as in comics..n adding the theme song in da movie will make it more interesting...haha i dont know bout others..but that's what i think...the latest film i watched was "the last samurai"..n it was great...to tell the truth...i never really like any of tom cruise's films before coz they didnt show his credibility as hero...but this story n "minority report" really took my heart...i love action movies...love the war scene but not in real life...feels good to be a samurai..last time i was so into 3 ninjas until i wanna be a ninja myself...haha..next movie in my list will be "gothika"..but i'll be really bz in feb so have to catch it when im free

2004-01-29T01:12:00.000+08:00

talking bout thesis, i guess everyone in final year will be facing it too...sometimes i just try to rilex n not to think deeply bout this..but my mind keeps on reminding me..the best part is i already finished all the mid term exams...but what's left are much more a headache to me...i have another 4 assignments and 4 presentations..plus my thesis presentation which i scared the most..i still have a lot more to cope with my system...the presentation will be less in 2 weeks..n i dont think i can finish it as what i've planned...having a supervisor that doesnt help much & assume u know everything makes it more worse...im doing an ES for stress management..but what can i say now is that im the one who've been in stress to develop it...how can i assure people to use up this system whereas the developer herself have tough time to manage her own stress along the development period...arghh...i am so not organised...sometimes i feel like so helpless...my thesis is 5 credit hours..so,good or bad result will definitely affect my whole pointer...but u must have faith in urself...yes im going to finish it no matter what..i know i can do it...wish me luck then!~

2004-01-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

went to um at 11am..my mum was not feeling well,she had a fever..i asked my sis to accompany her to the clinic coz i have to rush for my class..when i got back,i heard a sad story from my mum..her dear fren..same department in MAS passed away this morning coz of breast cancer..i feel sad too..my mum told me she had been advising this fren of hers to go n get further treatment but as usual..some of the malay still believe that bomoh can cure this such of disease..eh kalo kene santau ke..buatan org ke..acceptable gak ok..ni cancer!!..at last she went back to da hospital..but of course it was to late i guess...AL-FATIHAH...
last nite my mum,my sis n i went for dinner in a restaurant near taman mesra..i love that place..the satay is nicer from samuri coz it's slightly smaller n juicier..we ate nasi paprik n ABC..oh the nite was damn hot...after finished eating..on our way to the car..suddenly i saw this one iswara coming towards us...the car stopped..n then a lady came out..wearing a maroon punjabi suit..i said to myself,i know this girl..n then she said "oit ida"..haha it was kamala n her family...we hugged each other n said "lamenye tak jumpe haha"...we even chatted with her mother...like usual..kalo dah jumpe kamala mmg ler havoc giler..kitorang bole borak kat depan kedai tu..they said i look cute with my new hairstyle..haha nak mengampu lah tu suruh jemput datang raye lagi..n then i started to realise how close can we be..that shows religion n race is not the problem..it's just the matter of how u appreciate ur frens..cheh emo ler plak..to tell the truth im glad to be one of the convent students coz we get to mix with everybody..but the limitation is there..with girls only...haha that's why when i first stepped into kmm i had a culture shock..coz it was a co-ed...but i still think that co-ed & non co-ed schools are unique in their own ways..i enjoy being in convent and also kmm..eventhough the feeling is different, i still have great time,great memories and of course i got to make new frens...oh how i miss my old days..

2004-01-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

to me the blog is like a diary,the difference is that it can be read by other people..i used to have a diary before..but surely it ended up as my buku conteng..haha loves my buku conteng..notes,writen conversation with classmates..gossiping ppl,sketches bodo are all in one..so i might say i'm not rajin enough to write bout my daily routines..maybe if im in da mood to express my feelings here definitely it'll be a long one...ok as usual i had to attend 2 classes on monday..from 10-1..10-12 was my mobile computing class n 2 other groups have to present about their case studies solution..i dont know what's wrong with this lect.,of course is a 'she'....kerek semacam jerk..from the beginning till now...asik nak fire org,tak penah puas hati,i mean i do agree she's brilliant coz she already had Dr.title...but no need to act that way..ni siap lecture kat group tu..mcm mane nanti nak keje?...kalo awak taktau patut tanye saye kan?..nape suke buat assumption jerk? i just kept quiet..if im not mistaken the case study can be solved using our own imagination...even the question is not so detail,so there are some things that we can assume in order to solve it...haha forget it lah
still remember after raye when my group submitted our proposal..we've been asked to suggest one mobile application for WLAN..at that time we were so bz with other subjects..we've been rushing to finish it..the best way to do is to copy n paste from the internet hahah..but mase tu nak cepat sgt sampai tak sempat nak edit..nampak sgt bukan ori coz the wordings are so fine haha..after that in the class,she called each of the group in front..die komen n kasitau ape yg patut add lagi...n then it was our turn..the first thing she asked was " ni keje awak sendri ke?" me n my frens mcm buat muke bodo jerk.." mane awak copy ni..awak copy kan? "..it took me a while to nod my head.."brape percent awak copy?"..n then all of my frens diam..i said erm...40%.."ye ker 40% je"..i knew it was our fault but at that time i felt like nak cekik2 je die...sarcastic giler muke die mase ckp tu..saba jelah..n she asked us to write it again..then i was thinking wut's wrong with the proposal...bile bace balik gelak sorang2 pon ader haha...part target users kitorang tu nampak sgt copy,siap ade investors lah saham lah padahal takde kene ngena ngan application yg nak kitorang buat..n the moral of the story is next time finish ur job earlier so no need to rush n copy paste sampai lupe nak edit..hehehe

2004-01-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

helloooo....

2003-12-29T18:31:00.000+08:00

now i already have my own blog